Danish Fawaz
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Raffles Institution! Raffles Institution! Thats the word that comes to my mind the most. Can i get into tat school? Are my chances that thick? Cause there are certainly more students that achieved more than me wanna go Raffles Institution. So how? Well, i musnt get too worried. I must spent this time more meanfully. I shud be having fun wif my closest of frens. I jus wana tank my 'subordinates' for being there for me. If u guys need any help in terms of study or personal affairs, jus give me a call at my hp n i will definitely try to leash out an advice. I will do it cause u guys have been the ones hu were giving me advice throughout my primary school life in terms of affairs n probs that i have in school. So thank you. Ill help u guys no matter wat. Keep in contact... : )

Yosssss........... Went out today wif mdm tuty, atik , syariff n mdm tuty's kids. We went to pizza hut n mdm tuty gave us a treat... Nice... Then after tat we went window shopping... Then we went to mdm tuty's house n played. Atik went home at around 4om while i n syariff stayed till 6pm. Went home n switched on comp straight. Well, nth else to say so gdbye... C u later aligator...

Ola amigos! How ur guys doing? Im doing great. Now ill post as long as i can. Ive been besy lately. My parents have been bringing me out till late at night. Well, today im kinda free so i post. I really didnt expect myself to be the top scorer for psle tis year. Let me tell u the story b4 the release of our results. I n rizwan reached school at around 9 n saw shermaine at canteen. Help teacher then went basketball court to play soccer when zy came wif the ball. We played till we sweat lyk h***. Nways ziqing came n told us the highest score was 267. I was the most shocked person there. Well, i was damn worried bout my marks, if the person get 267 only wad wud i get? Then i, minhao, sher n joey were lyk guessing hu that person was. We said lyk "jasmine lah. Or Limin. Samuel or even faiz." Then Min hao said, " Danish, wad if its u?" I was lyk nah, i cant. Imposible. So worried. It came to the judgement in the hall.

Ms Teo: N this year our top psle candidate is Mohamed Danish Fawaz Bin Rahmat.

I was damn surprised. It was lyk a dream come true. All my classmates were cheering me on. Clapping as loud as they can. Tanks u guys! I was damn shocked. Well, tat day i was shacking hands wif a lot of ppl. Congratulations they said. Tat night, my parents brought me to this amazing restaraunt, Sakura, at clementi woods. It was damn big. It was lyk a buffet. U pay a certain amount n eat all u wan. Two stories full with food. Nice. I was fulled to the highest level. I cudnt eat in the morning for the next day. Well, today im going out wif rizwan them all. Gonna fun i guess.

Yesterday submitted the S1 form.Here are my choices of school.
1st:Rasffles Institution
2nd:Anglo-chinese school (Independent)
3rd:St. Joseph Institution
4th:Andersson secondary school
5th:Victoria School
6th:Chung Cheng high

Well, ive post. N gonna be some time again till i pos. To my frens out there gd luck in ur sec sch life...

Here to update... Gtg... Going out... At nite then update again... bb...

One, ur like a dream come true. Two, i jus wana be with you...

And life is road n i wanna keep going. Love is a river i wanna keep flowing. I will never forget u guys who have made me feel special. These few days im always out. Dunnu y. I noe my dreams will leave on. Nothing is gonna tear us apart. Remember my frens, work hard n try to achieve ur dreams. Reach out to the skies. Tanks to teachers in wgps. Tanks to frens in wgps. Tanks 4 making me feel special..

Got 267 for psle.. Despite tat, no mood to post cause a lot of my frens sad. But to all my frens out there heres an advice...


Dun get too dissapointed. There are way more opportunities ahead in the future tat u can excel in. Believe in urself. Dun give up ur right to live life to the fullest. HAve faith in urself. Rmr my frens, life is full of challenges n reality is cruel but u jus have to face it. Keep on trying n dun give up tat easily.

Todays the distribution of psle results n im feeling so nervous that i couldnt sleep last night. BUt i managed to sleep at 1am. Yet, im awake at 5.30am. Im getting really really nervous. I must get 260 no matter wad. Its a matter of life n death. I must get into a gd school. I must, i must! Im getting all tensed up about all this. HAix.. Wad can i do to calm down? Nth perhaps im supposed to be feeling this way. Wish me all the best for today...

Yo! PSLE results tmr. How? Dunnu... Unknown... NO mood to post... But posted... Patheticast.... Such a ptiy...

Yesterday went out with ashrul, iman, rizwan, joey n sher. It was so fun. First we met up outside school then we went in sch. We played for a while then we met up with joey at her tuition centre. Thats where i, iman n ashrul made up a name voda voda while we were drinkin while we waited 4 joey to end her classes. Iman, me n ashrul went to seven eleven twice until the aunty recognise us oledi. After we met up wif joey, we went to causeway point to hav our lunch. While we were walking, i, ashrul n iman decided tat our gang shud be called vodavoda gang. hehe. Nice name huh? We saw the other gang of joanna them all n since we were the voda voda ganag, joey called them the bodoh bodoh gang.Then we went to buy bubble tea n we chatted outside Kfc there until the security guard told us to keep our volume down. Such a pity. We chatted there for around 45 minutes but we didnt care. Then we went to sportslink n we bought a soccer ball. Ashrul chose the colour of the ball but i kept the ball. Then we decided to play in sch. At around 4 somthing, the security told us to leave the sch. Sobs. ): But then we went to kopitiam to buy drinks n then we played around. Then we again saw the bodoh bodoh gang at a shelter chatting so we decided to join them. But it was boring, so we left. We played while walking around the estate. The last place we played was at the carpark near my house. We played there n chatted. It was damn slippery. The voda voda gang was separated at around 5 smth. We went our seperate ways n cant wait to meet each other again. Voda voda gang rocks!

I tink the posts are supposed to be placed tat way...

Sorry but i dont noe wad happened wif the pics. There r at the side.

Here r some pics i will treasure...

Well, its the start of the holidays. N im feeling really sad n i noe im not the only one feeling this way. I wud lyk to apologize to all my frens out there for the mistakes i have done. I especially wanna apologize to nixon from 6G for calling u a bloody fcuker n being jealous of u. Gd luck in ur life nix. N gd luck to all of my frens out there in wadeva u do...

2 Days left in sch. Tats definitely not cool. Really gonna miss all the memories i had this year. Missing my frens is the worst thing ever. I dun wanna say gdbye. I wanna stay in sch. I dun wann this time to end. I jus dun wanna it to end tis way. Its juz too cruel. Pls, just giv me one more chance. Give me my las chance to say gdbye. The least is pls jus grant my last request. Pls. I jus wanna my last request n tat will do. Pls.... Thats the least anybody can do. Help me smbody. Im gonna break down again n this time the wound cant be repaired.

Wad a boring day it was todae. Got the marching in thingy. It was not fun. I was so bored tat i decided to sing the song although i didnt noe the song. Jolynn who was beside me was quite irritated, i tink. Then after recess, hav the prefects ceremony thingy. Then followed by the hari raya celebrations n shermaine was lyk going "boring" all along. Then after the long-winded show, there was a talk by Adss, Admiralty Secondary School. It shud be ASS not ADSS. Then in class, we were preparing the cards we made 4 our teachers. Then after school, stayed back n payed basketball till 4pm. Raining aso we play. Then my hair was lyk damn wet n it was down not up anymore. I looked lyk an idiot wif my hair down. Such a pity. Then i reached home at around 4.30pm n at night i did the preparations for the party tmr. I say its gonna be a big hit man. Gonna be fun. But 4 days left in school, n tats not fun. Haix, im really gonna miss school n my frens. But wad to do, time flies. Wad is past is past. We cant dig up the past. Unless we dig the dig, then we can past the past...

I found tis quiz at jolynn's blog n found my name listed so i decided to try it out.

The 7 Things
7 random things about myself:
a) I love classical music
b) I luv basketball
c) Im taller than i expected
d) I have never scored full marks before
e) I am afraid of lightning
f) I cant even kick a ball properly sometimes
g) I scare myself when im angry or nervous

7 things that scare me:
a) Exams
b) Being left alone
c) To be on the edge of breaking down
d) Bad influence
e) Having everyone staring at me
f) To be angry
g) To feel lost

7 random songs at the moment:
a) Goodbye my lover
b) Its My LIfe - Bon Jovi
c) Because of you - Kelly Clarkson
d) Welcome to the black parade - My Chemical Romance
e) Welcome to my life - Simple Plan
f) In da club - 50 cent
g) Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson

7 things i like most:
a) Family
b) My friends
c) Ipod
d) Computer
e) Handphone
f) Music
g) Childhood

7 people to do this:
a) Joey
b) Zheng Yee
c) Peijun
d) Shermaine
e) Daryn
f) Li Pin
g) Joanna

Yo, kinda feeling low these few days. Dunnu y. Well, street bandy , our class won. Didnt expect to win but wad to do, we gd wad. hehehe. Well, ive post. N yesterday, i found out smth tat made me even angrier. Remember when i post tat i wanted to kill tat bloody fcuker? Now, the fury has come back. NOw i really really wanna kill him. WAd i was told, it made me feel even more furious. I jus wanna kill him. I must really tank my bes fren for notifying me bout it. Now, i wanna kill tat bloody fcuker. Using a gun is the best but no gun use fist to punch aso can. Schools gonna be over soon so i hav to do it fast if i wanna do it.

Yoyos, well, todae, wenna watch the grudge 2 wif daryn, joey, daryl, li pin, pei jun, cz, eugene n me. It was damn fun lorx. I scared Li Pin n PJ by putting my hands n slowly reach out to their sides. Li Pin shouted the hardest. I laughed lyk hell when she shouted. Then, i tried to scare PJ n Li Pin again by hitting the back of their chairs but it didnt work. Then this conversation started between i n CZ.
CZ: Wanna hit, hit harder lah.
Me: Ya true.
CZ: Ltr u hit harder, they fly off to the front sit.
Me: No lah. Not the front sit, the big screen n they stick there. Then we hav our own real grudge ghost. Hahaha. Ltr, they wanna scare us wif the sound effect, they cant. B4 they can ,they slip down the screen n fall, pap! Down the floor. Such a pity...
I n CZ were laughing lyk so loud till PJ n Li Pin turn around n look at us. We still couldnt stop laughing. After we calmed down, we told PJ n LP. They were also giggling away. Then, a gurl cried cause Daryl went to make the scary noises n effects till she was so frightened n cried. Kwang3. But its such a pity... Such a Pity... N i dun noe y. Well, tats the wrap of the event tat i encounter todae.. GTG... BB... Post later.... ooooo....

Todae went to play with daryl, joanna n them all. Well, it was quite fun. I didnt noe mervin could play tat gd. Well, joey injured her hand. Kenna rem by mervin, i heard. Mervin is damn gd at soccer sia. I tink he better than me. Well, i n mer played wif a group n my team which consist of a tall malay guy, mervin, faiz , me n another chinese boy, won 3-1. Well, it started to rain. N i went home n did nothing...

Have u ever felt like u are being left out? Well, u dun wad its like to feel hurt, to feel lost n to be left out in the dark. N no one understands u... Even if people try to console u, u wont feel better 'cause its smth really deep tat cant be healed but u urself dunnu y. Sometimes its wad ur afraid of, lyk afraid to lose somebody or smth. I myself am feeling tis way but i dunnu y. Well, my frens tried to console me in anyway. One of my frens even let me punch her face but i dont dare to... I dunnu wad im feeling... Im jus feeling really lonely n left out.... But im actually not left out , im just too confused bout my feelings... Haix... Nvm, well, tmr there's interclass soccer n team captain is playing once more. Yahoo. Our chance of winning increases but the few classes quite challenging are 6D, 6I. There are the best of the best. But, i believe wif team work, my class can win. Well, i myself hav to buck up. I have to improvise my skills n shooting n crossing, in fact, all factors... Well, wish my class luck...

Why am feeling tis way? Am i afraid or jealous? Cant i bear to leave school n my frens? 6 years wif them n i regard them as my family already. I dun wanna leave my frens. I dun noe wad to do. Nex year, we will be going our separate ways. Haix, i will really miss my frens especially those close ones. I hope we can keep in touch. I noe y i feel sad, but y do i feel afraid? Y afraid? Am i afraid to make new frens out there or am i afraid to lose my frens? Why am i feeling tis way? Wad will i encounter nex year? When i feel lonely, hu wud be there? How am i gonna deal in my new school nex year? Am i the only one feeling tis way or r the others aso feeling tis way?

Ola! Wads up? Have u ever wondered wad will happen if u punch somebody esp. if ur a prefect. I have oways wondered and i wanna try but i tink ill regret doing tat. Im feeling really furios and angry at a guy named ***** in 6*. Fcuk him lah. I just feel lyk killing him. U noe y? Actually i dunnu noe myself. I tink only one person noe. Do u noe tat jealousy can kill? Actually i didnt believe it in the first place but then again i realised the true meaning behind it. I sometimes feel so angry tat i injure myself till i break down into tears. I just feel so infuriated. I wanna do smth tat nobody can forget lyk kill a person or kill myself. If not, i wanna punch tat bloody Fcuker till he bleed to death. I tried but luckily smbody was there to pacify me. Well, im gonna try to do it if i can but then again a person, my fren wud be really worried if i do smth bad to the bloody fcuker. Jus to let u noe, im really frustrated n angry. I almost got framed becaused of tat bloody fcuker. Wth. Luckily im stil trusted. I jus feel lyk killing him although we hav neva had any verbal or close conversation...

Tanks u guys for comforting me... I really appreciate it. Im sorry i acted childishly in school... Well, i hav nth to write... But interclass... Aiya... Can win or cannot win? Nvm, soccer, my team is gonna take the limelight... Hahas... Watch out other classes. 6E is gonna rock the house...