Posted on: Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Posted at: 5/27/2009 08:55:00 PM
Posted at: 5/27/2009 08:55:00 PM
Its amazing seeing how some things are.
Its mesmerizing what life has to offer sometimes.
I went for bukit view investiture this afternoon. Im really impressed.
It wasnt the investiture or the programmes. It was the students themselves.
Maybe some people may find it weird and annoying or view students from diferent streams as a negative bunch. but i know that they are really awesome.
Awesome batch. Super awesome. They are cheerful. They are happy. Even though they are not academically capable, they are happy. They go thru life as much as we do. But they are just really cheerful. really bonded. I see that.
Today i met a few people, dian? humairah? azizah? i have no idea what their names aree or how to spell them >< sorry ! =/
Andd i met amirah and aqilah again too! and i met suharti! yay. (: haha. veryy cool. and that azfar guy aso nice. (: he plays guitar. ;D
I find it amazing how these people are soo happy despite having problems. I know they have problems cause they share. It is soo awesome seeing them happy. I even met vincent, a npcc guy whom i met at a basketball competition. hes very nice too! ;D hehes.
Omg, bukit viewans are really nice people. (:
I had fun today crapping with dian. haha. shes soo retarded. We make a great retarded team. (: we disturbed people soo muchh. like amirah. ;X sorry amirah.
anyway, i feel so grateful having people so open to me. What made me feel more grateful is that some are willingly there to listen. Like aqilah daughterku. (:
And amirah too.
We were in th bus and i was hesitating to say smth but she said " cmon. we're supposed to be sharing thoughts" that was really nice amirah. (: thanks kay. Im really grateful that were still frens since primary school. (:
Hm. today was just awesome. really.
I met suharti after soo long.
I met aqilah again.
I made new friends, azfar and his gf.
I made new friends humairah and sally. heheh.
I met hilmi.
I met vincent again.
I met cikgu sabariah again.
I met cikgu sabariah's husband and afifah.
I met siti amirah's friend from acsi at macs again. ;D hehe.
Everyones really nice in their own ways. really. (:
I love today. (:
Its mesmerizing what life has to offer sometimes.
I went for bukit view investiture this afternoon. Im really impressed.
It wasnt the investiture or the programmes. It was the students themselves.
Maybe some people may find it weird and annoying or view students from diferent streams as a negative bunch. but i know that they are really awesome.
Awesome batch. Super awesome. They are cheerful. They are happy. Even though they are not academically capable, they are happy. They go thru life as much as we do. But they are just really cheerful. really bonded. I see that.
Today i met a few people, dian? humairah? azizah? i have no idea what their names aree or how to spell them >< sorry ! =/
Andd i met amirah and aqilah again too! and i met suharti! yay. (: haha. veryy cool. and that azfar guy aso nice. (: he plays guitar. ;D
I find it amazing how these people are soo happy despite having problems. I know they have problems cause they share. It is soo awesome seeing them happy. I even met vincent, a npcc guy whom i met at a basketball competition. hes very nice too! ;D hehes.
Omg, bukit viewans are really nice people. (:
I had fun today crapping with dian. haha. shes soo retarded. We make a great retarded team. (: we disturbed people soo muchh. like amirah. ;X sorry amirah.
anyway, i feel so grateful having people so open to me. What made me feel more grateful is that some are willingly there to listen. Like aqilah daughterku. (:
And amirah too.
We were in th bus and i was hesitating to say smth but she said " cmon. we're supposed to be sharing thoughts" that was really nice amirah. (: thanks kay. Im really grateful that were still frens since primary school. (:
Hm. today was just awesome. really.
I met suharti after soo long.
I met aqilah again.
I made new friends, azfar and his gf.
I made new friends humairah and sally. heheh.
I met hilmi.
I met vincent again.
I met cikgu sabariah again.
I met cikgu sabariah's husband and afifah.
I met siti amirah's friend from acsi at macs again. ;D hehe.
Everyones really nice in their own ways. really. (:
I love today. (:
Posted on: Monday, May 25, 2009
Posted at: 5/25/2009 03:00:00 PM
Posted at: 5/25/2009 03:00:00 PM
Aku sayangkan kau.
tapi aku tidak boleh memberitahu dikau.
Kerana aku tidak mahu persahabatan kita ini musnah.
Namun, hatiku hancur mendengar apa yang kau katakan tentang si dia.
tapi aku tidak boleh memberitahu dikau.
Kerana aku tidak mahu persahabatan kita ini musnah.
Namun, hatiku hancur mendengar apa yang kau katakan tentang si dia.
Posted on: Sunday, May 24, 2009
Posted at: 5/24/2009 11:37:00 AM
Posted at: 5/24/2009 11:37:00 AM
I dont know. i feel like im lying to myself. but then again, its for the better? i really dont know. cause like i keep telling myself that im happy, when im sad. I tell myself that im not sad at all. its just that im tired tahts why im sad. But fact is, i am sad.
Well, cause everybody else expects me to happy and joyful. So i have to be that way. If not, a lot of ppl will get affected. Whats keping me happy is that the fact that everyone around me wants me happy. And not sad. cause when im sad, theyre sad too.
So i guess i have to be happy. i dont know.
Its like, this week, was a total screwed up week. Im just holding on. Cause of soo many things that has been going on. So many things. Like how i got screwed for some things i didnt do. Like how i was late for once or perhaps twice and that actually destroys my chances of getting sth. But then there are ppl who appreciate what ive been doing despite one of two mistakes. Like my ACCAL. i feel hes just really nice. He even bothered to ask me what position im running for. And he even asked me why not this position as if he wanted me to go for that position.
I found out that there are people who are just two sided. And they ask you do stuff cause they know theyve got the power but when you asked them why me? They said cause they like you. Which is a total lie. basically this week was just full of disappointments. Whereby there is only as much as one can handle.
What was the most annoying that was that, i was late for CIP. very late. I didnt get to interact. at all. And i got pissed cause of someone. CIP made it worse. He made it worse. But nvm, like you said, let him have the chance. Let him try. Who knows hes better than me? perhaps hes better than me. Yeah i guess.
I decided not to go RLP cause its too long. I really dont want. =/ so yeahh.
This week sucked. Not including how badly i did for my tests. haha. well i guess thats how life works. The cruelty of life, like how you described it. Like how you told me to be prepared to face it. Here it is i guess.
I dont know. I guess life might suck sometimes but it might rock sometimes? perhaps so. ill never know.
There are things that cheered me up. but others just pulled me down. yeah.
Well, cause everybody else expects me to happy and joyful. So i have to be that way. If not, a lot of ppl will get affected. Whats keping me happy is that the fact that everyone around me wants me happy. And not sad. cause when im sad, theyre sad too.
So i guess i have to be happy. i dont know.
Its like, this week, was a total screwed up week. Im just holding on. Cause of soo many things that has been going on. So many things. Like how i got screwed for some things i didnt do. Like how i was late for once or perhaps twice and that actually destroys my chances of getting sth. But then there are ppl who appreciate what ive been doing despite one of two mistakes. Like my ACCAL. i feel hes just really nice. He even bothered to ask me what position im running for. And he even asked me why not this position as if he wanted me to go for that position.
I found out that there are people who are just two sided. And they ask you do stuff cause they know theyve got the power but when you asked them why me? They said cause they like you. Which is a total lie. basically this week was just full of disappointments. Whereby there is only as much as one can handle.
What was the most annoying that was that, i was late for CIP. very late. I didnt get to interact. at all. And i got pissed cause of someone. CIP made it worse. He made it worse. But nvm, like you said, let him have the chance. Let him try. Who knows hes better than me? perhaps hes better than me. Yeah i guess.
I decided not to go RLP cause its too long. I really dont want. =/ so yeahh.
This week sucked. Not including how badly i did for my tests. haha. well i guess thats how life works. The cruelty of life, like how you described it. Like how you told me to be prepared to face it. Here it is i guess.
I dont know. I guess life might suck sometimes but it might rock sometimes? perhaps so. ill never know.
There are things that cheered me up. but others just pulled me down. yeah.
Posted on: Monday, May 11, 2009
Posted at: 5/11/2009 09:04:00 PM
Posted at: 5/11/2009 09:04:00 PM
Patrick star is retardedly cute. (: hehes. he is. (:
And kelly clarkson's song, already gone is really nice. it is really awesome. haha. ytd was mothers day. Sat rabi family came over. (: qis came over. You called and you talked to qis and hanif. Was retarded. heh. -.-
I hope me calling you cheered you up (: cause i got really worried for you. =/ smile kay. Ytd we had dinner and supper later on at eleven plus. Food food food. Ytd was all about food. hehes. I like food. cause its nice and it makes people happy (: haha. Ive been studying chem since afternoon and im not done. omg. ): some things i have yet to understand. Im losing my focus here. tsk.
hehe. my friend's nice. (: she asked me to like take a ten minute break and place wet towel on my eyes when its closed. I think its a cool thing. ill try it sometimee.
Well, i just want to have a break from everything. Im looking forward to june hols but at the same time im not. Cause RLP would start after that. And things would be different im guessing. tsk =/
RLP. entah lah eh. (:
Posted on: Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Posted at: 5/06/2009 11:00:00 AM
Posted at: 5/06/2009 11:00:00 AM
She'd understand, he'd understand. I hope.
Cause i dont think im ready for this.
Cause i dont think im ready for this.
Posted on: Saturday, May 02, 2009
Posted at: 5/02/2009 02:31:00 AM
Posted at: 5/02/2009 02:31:00 AM
Im sleepy but im temaning you. (:
Jiayou tauu.
Jiayou tauu.
Posted on: Friday, May 01, 2009
Posted at: 5/01/2009 10:32:00 PM
Posted at: 5/01/2009 10:32:00 PM
Im really proud of you.
All the best kae (:
All the best kae (: