Posted on: Monday, September 29, 2008
Posted at: 9/29/2008 10:44:00 PM
nothinggggg is gonna destroy my mood. Cause i wont allow anyth to! ((:

Not even youu! I dont wana start a fight with youuuu or argument, i respect you. but be reasonable kay. dont push it. i just need to use th phone fr a while. and thats it. just what is ur prob ? kay nvrmm.. forget that.

Raya is in 2 days ! yay ! omgggg. so cool! i am darn excited okays. hees. nice nice nice nice. weee. rayeeeeeeeee. ;D but with notes with u everywher u go ;D muahehehe.

lalala. bye bye.

Ps: im not over you

Posted on: Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Posted at: 9/24/2008 08:46:00 PM
TAGS

ANISA : HELO! haha. cheer up okay! rmbr ur frens are always with youuu. And nice meeting up with youuu. But i didnt get to talk to youuu. ):

KAK CT: Youuu dont merepek laaaa. tsktsk. KAKAK btol. hee. oh oh, i dnt get to see u grin but i knw what ur fantasy is. hee. spongebob ! niceeeee. hees. anwww, tckcr tau !

NURUL: hmm.. im thinking of it. hee. kay ! ill try to make smth.. ._.

SALMAH: Hey! haha. awesomeee person! XP hee. thanks ! im okay laaa. but thank youuuu. (:

NURAIDAH: Good luck fr EOYS too! (:

RIDZ : YOOOO! haha. i rmbr youuu! hee. ;D

HAKIIM: Aku okay laaa bro. thanks k! (:

LIENCH: Hee. sorry laaa liench. ): kay laa. ill link u asap okay. (:

MIZAAA: haha. i knwww laaa. i knww ive to have fun ! u have fun too okay! (: must stay cheerful hor. ^^

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Rmbr this.

It would be your deciding moment.
It would determine your future.
Just give it all you've got.
I know you're alone.
But i need you to rmbr this.
If you can be there for everyone else, be there for yourself too. (:

If you cant sleep, think of everyone that used to be close to you.
Those who loved you.
Those who cared for you.
Those you love.
Your dear gal.
Your tommy guardian.
Your TGD sis.
Your Midz.
And everyone else.
Rmbr them.

I know its left only on th shelves, the memories.
Rmbr this, things happen fr a reason.
Cheer up please.
I knw on th surface you may seem happy but deep inside,
i knw ure hurting, i knw ure down.

I acknowledge ur effort to cheer up.
Its great. But dont lie to urself.
I knw youre alone. Stay strong.
Believe, have faith.

Everyone belives that you can do it.
Even I believe you can do it.

Cause i knw you.
I knw you too well.

Cause ive been with you for a very long time.
Trust me.
I knw you.
Cause i am you.

Posted on: Thursday, September 18, 2008
Posted at: 9/18/2008 10:39:00 PM
I knw that ive to back to school tmr and id need slp.
But i cant seem to get some sleep.

I'm sorry if i souded demanding k. im sorry >< i didnt mean to. Im just worried abt ur well being. thats all.

I knw you want ur freedom. And ill give it to youu. But promise me that ull tckcr of urself. that is all that i ask for. Anyth can happen and i do knw i sound paranoid but i cant bear to let anyth happn to you.

I hope u understand. id understand if you wouldnt wana talk to me fr th time being.

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Posted at: 9/18/2008 04:58:00 PM
I am having such a diffclt time to be okay.

Having fever = having moodwings = getting angry easily = hurting others

SOLUTION > Stay away from the ones you love.

My head is banging. ): I feel drowsy yet i yearn to play basketball. Cause with that, ill get all moodswings gone. Time flies really quickly. Without you knwing it, its half of ramadhan mth gonee. Which draws us closer to Hari Raya & EOY. I've to continue revising and not get distracted at all. I cant afford all these crap that is driving me away from achieving what i want.

Maybe i used to be one that can muti task but i guess ppl change and i no longer can carry that out well enough so that every aspect of my life is going well. But for the sake of some people, i guess ill just have to multi task. Cause i care about them, i wnt leave them alone.

I want to return sch. with which i knw i wont get pessimistic and moody. Cause 2G totally drives ur troubles away. as far as it can go. And that is whats so special about my class, besides the fact that we're multi racial, we work well hand in hand.

I dont know what i am anymore. Part of me wants to be a person who does careful planning while th other part wants me to say who i am, one that excels through improvisation. I have no idea whats gg on in me. Neither do i have any idea what i wana be. All i know is that im totally different. And that my emotions are getting the better of me. But ill control them. For now i knw i can. Wish me luck !

EOYs are just around th corner. Im gonna be bogged down by revisions of subjects that require me my fullest attention. Chinese is gonna be a hard one. Math needs awhole lot of practice. Geog a lot of reading. But im gonna give it all.

All the way. Well.. at least for now, i knw im on the right track.



Hey you.
I believe that you can do it.
You just have to put in a lil bit more effort.
But whatever it is, ill be here rooting for you okay.
Cause i know that you'd need support, and im willing to give you that.
You've been a great companion. And i mean it.

EOYs will determine next year okay. I need you to excel and do ur best.
Cause its only a few weeks away. A few weeks away of hardwork and then itd be worth it all. I knw that ill be here for you no matter how busy i am.
But i need you to play ur part too kae. Its hard for you, harder fr me tau.

Ramadhan is a mth full of blessings.
I'll always pray for your well being and that whatever that website described about you; prone to laziness etc, would banish and get vapourized.
I wish you all the best. But no matter what, you have to stay positive and focused.
Be happy and ill be happy.

I knw u said u wana knw what bothers me.
But i cant afford to lose anther person.
I cant and i wont let it out.
Ill keep it to myself and when th time comes, ill let you knw.
There is mre to it then it seems.
I knw u care alot but i wont let u get hurt. I just wont.

<3 Dan misses you

Posted on: Friday, September 12, 2008
Posted at: 9/12/2008 11:31:00 PM
OMGGGGGG.

This is so darn lateeeee. th replies to th tags. -.- pfft.

k nvrm. as quoted from someone, its never too late. XP tsktsk. some wise words.. hm.

TAGS !

AMEERA: Hey you ! everyone is fun ! u just have to have fun ;D

JORDAN : YO jord ! ;D

SALMAH:Ure an awesomeeee photographerr. ;D

MADIA: Hey you ! ((: yup. it was meee. (:

NARISHA: haha. omggg. that incident is just darn dumbbb. -.-

STILL DANISH HATER: Hello ! (:

SIDDEEQ: Hey man ! ;DD

HADI: Hey ! thanks fr tagging ! (:

KHAIRI: hmm.. okay okay. anw, u are? ;D

DANISH LOVER: lol. O-o

SHAFIQAH: what telah happen ?? hmm.. hmm.. you shud knwww shaa. ;DD

JOANNA: will relink! (: hee. thanks !

ALISA: haha. now lagu rayeee. lagi best kan ? hee. ;D

SHAFIQAH: I wont grow fattttt. ;D

SALMAH: PHOTOGRAPHY IS AWESOMEEEE ;D

JORDAN: Hey jordieeee. thanks yo ! btw i got in alreadyyy ! (:

MADIA: yooo. will relink asap gal ! (:

CASS: GAL! long time no talkkk. ive been okayy. hw about youu ? (:

SARYUNG & BASTARD: Hmm.. argue lah korng. ;D

GERALDINE: OMGGG. you forgot ? ): nvrmm. ill remind youuu next timeeee. XP

NAZI: Im updating nowww ! ;D hee. thanks bro.

MANJE: NO PROB MANJE! (; hee.

QISTINA: Hey auntieee ! (: haha. linked alreadyyy. and im updatingggg. hees. -.-

ALIAH : its never too early buddy ! (: hees. must prepareee. ;D

SITIFA: its not too earlyyy ! its a nicee songggg gal ! (:

QILLER: imyt ! ):

NURUL: hee. but raya is 2 plus weeks ! hee. yay yay yay. omggg. so funnn. (:

MAISARAH: helooooo. (:

DINI: SELAMAT ( COMING ) RAYE! (:

AMOS: WILL RELINK ! (:

MANJE: Selamat berpuase manjeku! (:

MIZA: hmm.. eh eh. u wana do it fr me ? hw eh ? tsktsk. miza miza. anwww kan, ill relink kae. (:

AKI : AKIII!! heyy! (:

ATIQAH: yay ! someone who loves th song like i do ! wee. you rock gal ! haha. anw, sure thingggg kay. ;D tckcr.

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pfft. pfft. hmm.. yay ! RIPB! here i comeee. (: EOY here i comee! wee. _____ here i come ! after raye, ill kacau you agaaainnnn. XP

Posted on: Monday, September 01, 2008
Posted at: 9/01/2008 07:31:00 PM
One month.

This month.

A month yang penuh rahmat.

Ramadhan.




It has been a year since that event.

Lotsa things have happened. Things that ill never forget.

Some are pleasant while others are hurtful.

But in life, theres a balance yup ? (:



selmat berpuase everyone ! (:







TAGS ( overdue tags. >< ) i am so darn sorry ><


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That was what i initially wrote. that was what i wanted to post. but i suddenly didnt want to. cause smth hit me. ._. sorry guys ! next time ok ? >< sorry !!!