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I cant bear to leave 2006. Theres jus 2 many memories. Theres this special person whom i hav lyk so musch. N i cant bear to leave her. I wan her to be special in my life n i wan to be special in hers. I jus cant bear to leave her. She makes me feel happy. She makes me feel appreciated n special. I dunoe how it wud be lyk without her close to me next year. It wud be totally different. Shes going to a school in woodlands n im going to a school in bishan. I wan to see her everyday if i can. I dun tink i can go to sch on the 3rd normally. Normal sch days wud remind me of her. I jus cant forget. I jus cant get her off my mind. I wish time wudnt have to pass by so fast. I still rmb the first time i became her buddy. The days she ignored me. The days tat had things all worked out. The days she smiles at me. The days when i sat behind her n played wif her hair without her noticing. I really miss her.. To this special person, thank you 4 all the memories..

Mona n eugene...^^


Eugene n Liting...



One big happy family... Muhahas...




I jus cant stop wondering where eugene was looking...




For more pics, pls kindly ask 4 it when im online... Gtg.. C ya ltr alligators...

Bounjour my frens, long time never post. Cannot log in to blogger. Well, last thursday, the 28th of december, went to eugene's party. Quite a lot of ppl attended the party. Well, ive uploaded the pics and here are some pics. Well, junior, ur story not complete eh. The last part not included. The ride n the call, u noe. After u left. Nvm. No need to elaborate on tat. Ok, here are the pics. Sry they are in tat position.

Been a few days since i last updated. Well, today, went to sch to train the prefects for nex year. Well, it was quite fun todae. The 4 of us, me, zy, rizwan,iman, kinda corrupt the prefects' minds with our antics. Hahas. Well, nothing else to post eh. Will post soon. Jus wana wish gd luck to everybody.

This are some pics i uploaded. Give me comments bout them. Tanks.

Thers no tmr u guys. Its all a big joke. Memories will last for eternity. Im holding on forever, reaching for the love that seem so far.. I jus cant forget her. Wad can i do? Jus a smile n the rain is gone. Cant hardly believe it. Ur the queen of my heart... Day after day, time pass away n i jus can get u off my mind... If i let u go, i will never noe, wad the life wud be holding u close to me.. How will i noe if i let u go? I neva gona treat u bad, cause i never wana see u sad. I swore to share ur joy n ur pain n i swear it all over again.. All over again...I wonder how, i wonder y, i wonder where they are, the days we had, the songs we sang together.... When the skies are blue, i c u once again , my love... I have a dream, a song to sing.. to help me cope with anything... Something gd in everything i c. Ill cross the street, i have a dream.. I have a dream, a fantasy, to help me through reality...

Ola.. My second post todae. Well, thought about some things. N i almost cried. Hahas. Nvm. Well, my new school alrite. A lot under construction. Theres 4 blocks i guess. Junior block, senior block, main block n theres another block i dunoe the name. For me, ill be studying at the junior block. Theres two tennis court, two bb court. A soccer field with a running track around it. Then theres a swimming pool. Well, theres 2 entrance into tat sch tat i noe of. 1 is for when i walk n the other is for bus. Haish. The loneliness is jus so traumatizing n overwhelming. Haish. I tink every classroom is facilited with air- conditioned. Tats nice i guess. Then the books n uniform caused my mum bout almost , dunoe, mayb 450 dolars. Expensive sias. The uniforms smart man. All white. Can wear any shoes we lyk as long as base is white. All the pupils i saw there were lyk really decent n i was the only 1 indecent. I guess i will hav tough competition. N i discovered my father's cousin's son is aso there. He got 261 n he got in. Unfair. Nvm. He'll be my competetor for sec sch. N i aso saw jinhui. He was in wgps in 2003 when he got transferred to another sch. I wonder sherine n charlotte got into which sch. Rgs for sure. Then the sec 4 students were there to help i guess. There were a few wearing coat. Nice. Some were prefects, some were lyk 'supervisors' for that day. N i aso saw the deputy head prefect n the head prefect. How i wish i will get a chance to wear that coat. But tat's only for sec 3 n 4 pupils i guess. Sec 1 n 2 have to wear short pants sia where else sec 3 n 4 wear long pants. The short pants alrite i guess. Well, first week of sch not gona be any study. First day, jus introduction to subjects n stuff. No need to bring textbooks. Second day going for orientation camp. 4 jan till 6 jan. Thurs till sat. Saturday go home at 8pm. Then, first day of sch go home at 2pm. Monday n Wed go home at 3.15pm. Tue n thurs go home at 1.35pm but ltr at 2.30 to 4.30 or 4.30 to 6.30 have third language class at MOE centre. Only fri i have no activity unless its my cca. Fri go home at 12.45pm. I guess my schedule everyday's tight so if i never update, sry larh. I have to plan my shedule well sia. Wad else regarding tis sch. The school has a lift. N tats all i guess. Im jus worried tat ill break down in sch. Haix. Nvm. Gd luck to u guys in ur new sch wif new environment n new frens. Dun forget me when u make new ones...

I jus came bck from RI. Very tiring. So many ppl lehs. Went there n felt really lonely. Haish. The environment in Ri is really different. I wonder if i can get use to the loneliness. Haish. But i will try to make new frens. Haix.. I hav no mood to post lehs....

Well, went to sch this morning to get sec 1 posting. N my dream came true. I got into RI. Yeah. But smhow i seem unhappy when i knew bout it. I dunoe y. Nways after that, I, Rizwan, Zy, joey, lipin, peijun, liting, shermaine went to cwp. We walked around n then we went to mcdonalds. Hahas. Only me, zy, pj, joey, sher n lipin went to mcdonalds cause rizwan n liting have come. Then the few of us except sher n lipin knew tat there was going to be a ceremony. Hahas. The one pj mention in her blog regarding me n zy spitting ice. Sher n lipin hav experienced it already. Hahas. Then we went around again n a lot of ppl got moody n i dunoe y. Haish. Then joey , lipin went home first while the rest of us talked 4 a while. Then sher n zy went home. Left me, rizwan, liting n pj. So we went to northpoint. But nth there. Then 5.45 i, rizwan n liting went home. Pj stayed cause her parents fetch her. Then went home n played comp. Nth to do lehs. Hahas. Mon mayb going out again. N smhow im really into westlife.

Hey guys, damn tired sia this morning. Ytd went bowling wif my parents n uncle at OCC, Ochird Country Club at Yishun. Today rain stop oledi after a full 24-hour pour. It was ly 10.15pm when we reached there. Played a few games. My bowling skills really have lessen. So long never play sia. My uncle get all spare n strike sias. Nice. I got only lyk 1 or 2 strikes. Now my hand so lyk pain sias. hahas. Well, we stop play at around 11.40pm. Then we went for a drink. I reached home lyk at 1.30. TV no show watch CSI. Quite fun eh tat show. Interesting. Then lie lie lie on bed slept at around nearly 3am. Now wake up at 9+. Eyes still wana close. Hahas. Tat wraps up my post for today.

Read e post on jolynn blog n decided to do wad she did.

Tanks to....


First, Zheng Yee. Adi-dazzler.

U were always there for me. Our close friendship started during p4. Although tat time, we used to be er.. love rivals. But then we became best frens till now. Tanks. U gave me advice on my personal life n my studies. U helped me wif everything. How to improve myself on soccer n stuff. Ur a great head prefect. U are really one friend a person can be with during fun n difficult times. Ur one hack of a fren. Tanks. Rmbering u will be as the spiky hair head prefect.


Second Crenshawn.

Hey dude, we met during 3E. U were lyk the soccer- freak in class. Hahas. Ur a great fren. U give me advice when i needed. Ppl always tink of u as a fierce n insensible guy but i disagree. Although u seem fierce, u really are a nice person inside. I share secrets wif u n they are safe. Tanks. Rmbering u will be as the soccer-fanatic.


Third, Faiz Rusydi. Mr clever.

Well, we used to be best of frens in p4. But somehow our friendship drifted apart in p5. Ill treasure the moments wif u. Tanks 4 being my fren. Ur a really clever guy but sometimes u really get distracted. I wish u luck in wadeva u do. Well, p6, uve become my most difficult competition. I gotta to admit. U n I were really competing for tat spot in tat board in the hall. Im sorry but i took u over. Rmbering u will be as my worst competition ever.

Nex, Ashrul n Rizwan.

Ashrul, another soccer fanatic. Ure a great captain but smtimes u talk nonsense. Keep on being a great leader. Rizwan, although i dun noe u well enough, i can say ure a nice guy. Tis guy is really an attention seeker. Gd luck in ur life. Rmbering u two will be as, Soccer captain for Ashrul n Fabreags imitation for Rizwan.


Adriel n kalesh.

U guys are a bunch of lunatics. No larh. Jus jkjk. U guys are really fun to play wif sia. Tanks 4 cheering me up when im down. Kalesh, badminton expert n adriel, perfect prefect.


Atik n syariff.

U guys. Jus fun to be with. Tanks 4 giving me advice on my studies. Lucks in ur life.
Atik n syariff, both rmb as clowns of my class.



Jolynn. ( Jojo )

Jolynn, u are lyk my best fren. U give me advice on my life. U were there when i was sad n happy. U keep my secrets save n i keep urs safe. U are jus lyk perfect. I will treasure the moments i had wif u. Tanks. Being pessimistic towards life isnt gd rite? I need to be optimistic. Ill try. U rock gurl! Tanks. U are my personal adviser.


Joey ( Junior )

Junior, u are my buddy. U gave me motivation so i cud continue wif life. When i was really really in dire straits, u were the one i cud turn to. Ur quote ill always rmb. " Believe in urself. Wad other ppl say is their prob. Have faith" Reality is cruel but i have to face it rite? Our friendship was ok till i did tat mistake. Tat one mistake. Nvm. U tell me wad i needed to noe so tat i cud continue life n stop tis fantasy.U make me face reality.Tanks. Ill rmb u as my buddy.

Pei Jun ( Ping ping )
My sister! Ur a great fren to have. U give me tips on how to improvise my self. How to make me a better person. U help me wif my life. U cheered me up when i was down. Tanks. Gotta admit, ur really a sweet n cute gurl. Well, i wish u the best in ur life. Ill rmb u as my elder sister.

Myra (yan yan)

Ur a great adviser. U listen to my probs. U tell me wad to do wif them. Tanks.Ure a great person. Although i dun noe u tat well, u are willing to give me advice. Tanks. Good luck in wadeva u do. U are rmb as yan yan.

Joanna ( sweetie)

Ur fierce but ur really a nice person inside. U gave me advice about my personal life n stuff. Tanks my fren. U help me when i was in distress about how i felt. U told me wad to do. But be more gentle larh. Gd luck in ur life.


There are more ppl i lyk to tank. Everyone i noe. Everyone i am close to. Shermaine, ziqing, santahoe,Lipin, Liting, iman, Minhao, eugene, Melanie, Fadhil, Satria n all those in 6E.

Im so bored. Thursday, need to go to sch.. Wad time arh? I dunoe. But nvm. Jus surfing the net, visiting blogs. Nobody tag my blog lehs.. Not fun arh... Mayb cause i never update tats y. but i nth to update lehs. I jus dunoe wad to update about... I really am missing my frens... Haix, see u guys on thursday..

I hav absolutely nth to post. So gdbye guys. Face up to reality. N live life to its fullest.

Hey guys, 6 years of education has passed so fast... Let me recall my past..

P1, my teacher was Mdm Pheh. She was a very kind n not tat fierce kinda teacher.. Then we were asked to paint the paintings outside our classes. Hahas.. Then lets see... I got 2nd in class for SA1. Actually P1 nth much tat was memorable..

P2, teacher mdm ruku. Quite fierce but kind.. N CA1, i rmb. I cheated. Not actually cheat. I got 94 marks n somehow i wasnt satisfied. So i changed answer. Then i told my fren beside me, adriel i tink. Then he told me to tell mdm ruku. Adriel, sorry i told u tat lie. Then mdm ruku said to me, " Danish, u changed ans, didnt u?" My face turned pale. I was lyk ," er... I.. I .." still, she got it out from me. I pleaded n pleaded n she gave me a chance. She didnt tell the principal, Mrs Tan Chin cheoh. I was lucky. She called up my parents n mdm ruku gave me a second chance. I was lucky. P2, i learned the correct way of holding a paint brush. Hahas. I tink tat was the memorable thing. Hmm... Oh ya. P2, got an temporary assistant teacher, Mr Razdi. HE was superb man. Played soccer wif us during PE. N there was also Mr Sam. He also played soccer wif us.


P3. Even better. Mrs Tan CS was my teacher. N there was a temporary teacher. Her name was ms yap. Hahas. Nvm. But i rmb we played a song using recorder for her. Then, another teacher replaced her, Mrs chong. She was gd. She helped us wif our science till we scored wif flying n swimming colours.. Gd eh. I lyk got 99 n crenshawn got 99 1/2. Then p3. We had a maths at play i tink. My group made lyk a soccer thingy. Hey, my soccer ball is still in a cupboard in tat room. Last two weeks, i got chicken pocks. Haix.. But. I received phone calls from frens tat i got first in class for SA1. I didnt believe them. So my mum went to sch to take my report book the nex day. Yahoo! I got first. I was on the top of the world. Tats all for P3.

P4. Memorable. Ms antony. Anybody still in contact wif her? Well, Ms antony was the one who brought me to the world of speakers corner n speakin up. Well, there was a competition. My topic was Children shud have a happy n carefree childhood. Here it is.

SPEAKER’S CORNER 2004

Topic: Children should have a happy and carefree childhood

In my opinion, every kid in Singapore deserves a carefree and happy childhood. A happy and carefree childhood means we have less homework and more free-play during lessons in class. We should have more P.E lessons. More active kids equal to zero obesity and no Taf Club! We should encourage learning through educational games in class. Learning in a fun way definitely makes me remember my facts! Our childhood is the only stage in our life where we can have fun and enjoy. When we grow up, we are too busy working to play. Just ask any teacher around us. If we don’t engage in frolicsome fun when young, then when, if at all!

Playing does not mean you don’t study. You should know how to manage your time to study and also play. But during the exam week, you should plan your study schedule well yet stagger your playtime. Remember, your exams are more important anyday. I think the principal of every school in the world should change their mindset and return our childhood to us, instead of holding them hostage!

Take our school as an example. We have 5 written exams in a year, the Revision Test, CA1, SA1, CA2, and SA2.Our teachers eternally bestow us a lot of worksheets to be done at home. Even on weekends, we will have a lot of homework. In my opinion, we should be given two trouble- free worksheets everyday even on Fridays.

Although we have Saturdays and Sundays to do our weekend homework, we also need to spend our time with our family on weekends instead of being bogged down with a load of complex schoolwork. Instead of 5 written examanation, our teachers can grade us by projects and presentations.

The Ministry of Education in Singapore values learning more than allowing kids to relish their childhood. If I were the president of Singapore, I will allow kids in my country to have the best time of their lives in schools, through meaningful play and interactive learning. But, I think for now, it will be more wishful thinking. However, it is reassuring to note that our new Prime Minister Lee shares the same vision.

The other one wasnt tat gd. I won the competition. P4, end of SA1 a lot of play. A lot. Play chess, uno, watch dvds. Hahas. Then the four buddies. Tat one disclosed. Wad is past is past. U can dig up the past. Half the year got a different teacher. Mrs cheah n mdm filza. Ok, lets move on.

P5. The four buddies were separated. Miss chow was my teacher. She was a great teacher. P5 nothing much memorable except, maths teacher. 5E pupils surely noe the story behind it.

P6. I will never forget P6. All the great frens ive made wif strange names. Adi dazzler, junior, zhuzhu, santahoe n lots more. Mrs Teo n miss hayati are our teachers. Half of the year was Mrs tan then changed to mrs teo. These three are really great teachers. I really wana tanks them. Memorable. I got avoided for lyk a month. Hahas. Followed by another twon weeks. Hahas. Nways, graduation day. Memorable. I was the MC of the ceremony together wif huizhen. It was a memorable one. I got to noe myself more. But on graduation, a lot of ppl cried. Cried cried cried n i tink eyes all were swallon. Hahas. Stayed back for lyk hours in school. N then last moment, i was tour guide. brought my frens around the school. Hahas. Including the toilets. Gurls went in boys. Boys went in gurls. An opportunity of a lifetime. Then the nex week, results were out. Another round of crying but not the same reason as graduation day. It was because of results. Hahas.

Now, 2 weeks to sec sch life. Haix, im gonna miss my frens. 6 years have gone so fast sias. Unfair. Pathetic. Such a pity. But LIVE LIFE TO ITS FULLEST!

I dun tink i will post tmr. Going out.

Hey guys, kinda feelong bored.. Dunoe wad to post larh... But have to update still... Hmm... It seems not many ppl understand my previous post... Y? BEcause I twist it a lot.. hahas... Try to understand...

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself
Can't keep believing We're only deceiving ourselves
And I'm sick of the lie
And you're too late
Don't cry to me
If you loved me Y
ou would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
Couldn't take the blame
Sick with shame
Must be exhausting to lose your own game
Selfishly hated
No wonder you're jaded
You can't play the victim this time
And you're too late
So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
You never call me when you're sober
You only want it cause it's over
It's over
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine
So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
Don't lie to me
Just get your things
I've made up your mind

Hey guys, its been a few days since i last posted. N everybody is askin me hu tat person whom i meant as ... in my previous post. Well, i wud lyk to tell u now.. Its not a person its a passion. I dun know hu wud actually understand wad im saying. Well, its a passion. A passion , a feeling. Its a feeling tat u cant overcome. Everyone will experience it sometime or another. It makes u feel special. Lyk uve got the whole world in ur hands. But its all jus the play of mind n heart. Its the passion. The passion. It can control ur mind. Ur heart say dun give up but ur mind says give up. Deeply inside u wudnt wana give up cause u noe that passion has taken over u. But ur mind n heart are playing , jus playing. Its ur choice to follow the lead of the passion or have ur own lead. Sometimes u have to make up decisions before u do anything. But i tell u, when the passion strucks, ull never get over it. Ull be affected physically n pysicologically. So better stay aware of the passion. U wud never realise ull been struck. Once struck, u become a different person. So passion is the heart of mind n heart. Follow wads engraved deeply inside ur heart... Reality is cruel but u have to face it.

Hey guys, im back. Caught a high fever few days back. Temperature was 39.3 degree celsius. High huh? Well, now im quite okay. But my mum still dun allow me to go out till a few days more. So sadded. Nvm, as long can still use comp, alrite. Hmm, tinkin, tinkin... Hmm... jus tinkin tinkin... I actually really lyk ...

Hmm... These few days have been absolutely fantastic n boring. Ytd, went to school for the prefects thingy. Came there saw zy, joey, sher , pohseng n yi chao. Jo n sher were at canteen n the other 3 playing basketball at bb court. I came and we went to bb court n played bb match. I n zy vs the other 4. PLay play play n daryl n rizwan came n play play n play some more. Then at around 4.30pm, security guard came n told us gate gonna close. We went kopitiam n buy drinks. Joey went home first. The rest stayed n buy drinks. Then we played near daryl's house there. We played bb at first but then a group of ppl invited us to play soccer so we played. Play play play n play till 5.30pm. Wellm play play play play was the phrase of the day... Hmm, we were there to discuss the prefect thingy but instead we played played n played. I didnt even take a look at the proposal.. Hmm.. Well, it was a playday for all of us...

Today. hmm.. Nth to do now.. If can... Hmm.... Haix.... So bored.... Everyday face comp, so bored oledi... But wad to do... Listening to songs now... Hmm.... How i wish....

Ola, nth to post about. Still tinkin... Can i get a spot in one of the best schools in singapore, Raffles Institution. There are many other ppl hu got better than me. But, i dun wanna disappoint my family, relatives, teachers n frens. I promise to work extra hard for sec sch life. I will spent my freen time revising but aso have fun.

Gtg. Gdnite evryone, lucks in ur life.

Feeling kinda low recently. N i dunoe why. I guess its all the pressure of going into secondary school life. Im jus not ready for sec sch life. Im jus not ready! My head is severely troubled. Wad can i do? Im jus not ready. Nways, i guess ill never be ready. But i have to be, rite? Ive got to bucj up n start being who i wana be.


A song that describes my feeling now is my background song on tis blog.

Well, nth else to rite, bb.