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HI hi and hi. Yo. Im lurving my class i guess. My class roxx.But i feel tat 1 guy hates me in the class. When i tried to get the attention of my class, he turn arnd with his mouth babbling lyk bla bla bla.U noe how it is rite. I felt so hurt. HAix.. But ill make him lyk me.. =D BYe. GUys, 16 feb go bck sch kays?? Promise me! =D

Hey dudes, ytd, went library. Did hw. Then went to play bball, but got wet on e way. Played bball, in the rain. Damn slippery. Bounce aso cannot bounce, not fun lorhs. Then play play play till 5pm. Then go home. ... xD LAme post...

Hey guys, this post is specially dedicated to my dear sister, PJ.

Life is a road. You just can’t be pessimistic towards it. You have to acquire optimism. Discover the true meaning of life. But to achieve that you will have to overcome challenges. Along the journey, you will encounter challenges and sadness you never before experience. But you just have to go through it. It’s a step in life to be fit. You can’t let 1 obstacle stop you, cause your downfall, and make you feel that life is meaningless. Don't. It does no good. And don’t think that another day of your life is useless. You should be happy that you are given another day to discover the clues to the true meaning of life, to learn new concepts and things, to face a new challenge win it and then get to the moral of the story.

For example, u have an amazing race, u n ur team is losing. N at the end of the whole game, ur team loses. N u will then realise the moral of the story. The key to the game n tat is teamwork. Ure only as fast as the slowest man in ur team.

It means even if u, alone, is in front and ur team members are behind, its no use. Ull never win alone. Wat im trying to imply here is tat, behind each challenge or sadness u face, theres a learning value. In this case, moral of the story. And this learning value can be kept and used in other situation too. N u must accumulate the learning values behind the challenges to get the true meaning of life. Its lyk a puzzle, u collect the parts n then if u have all of them, u patch them up to make a picture. N that's wat life is. A puzzle.

Im sure along the way, ull not only have challenges but also fun. Its a little bit of both. But to have fun, u have to overcome the sadness. Example, u work hard, damn hard for a test. After u finish, u feel so stressed. But when u get ur results, ur happy cause u noe u deserve it. N its meant for u. Sadness n stress will cum b4 happiness n satisfaction.

So now enjoy ur life while u still have it. N when i say enjoy, it dusent mean harming urself. For example drinkin beer n all till u get a hangover. This is enjoyment but also destroyment. Ure destroying urself while ur enjoying. N tats not gd. Cause it will effect ur life. How much tim u have left living. So the main point i want to stress here is to be optimistic n work towards finding the true meaning of life. =D

Harlows! 1 week never post. Too busy. Im taking a bit of off time sia. Ltr hw cannot finish. Hey guys, jus to remind everyone, to all WGPS students in 2006, if u guys can, 16 FEB 2007 go bck sch. I tink they allow us to go in larhs. If cannot just call one of the teachers to fetch us when we are outside larhs. Jus 1 more reminder, have the most fun in ur life cause it may b the last reunion. Sry to say but i cannot go. So have fun n enjoy!

You noe, you guys make me feel lyk im shit eh! U guys make me feel damn alone. Dun u realise or do u jus wana do tat? N wad does he tink he is? Cool? OR hoping sympathy from others? HUH? HE tinks hes lonely but im more lonely. Jus wana make u guys realise, i feel lyk shit! LYK SHIT! Im jus trying to make u guys realise wad u treat me. I jus cant stand it anymore, u noe! I feel im treated lyk shit. When u guys are happy, u forget bout the sad ones. Dun u tink tats unfair? Dun u tink ure biased? TELL ME. AM I JUS ANGRY FOR NOTHING OR WAD?? U TELL ME, U IDIOTS!

Hey guys, its no use i post or i never post. Its no use. I jus wana repeat wad i used to be. Pessimistic. Its better. I wana punch myself again lyk last time till my mouth bleeded. I wana do tat. Primary sch life is over but im still holding on to it. This song i put in my blog describe wad i have to do but i cant. I possibly cant. I cant move along! I jus cant. Even if i try, ill fail.IM feeling damn sad. Nobody even cares bout me! Nobody! They tink wat they feel is worse but wat im feeling is much much worse.Wat i feel is lyk killing myself. Punching myself. I jus feel so sorrow to noe tat none of my frens care bout me. Not even 1! Im sry to write this down. But this is wad im feeling. Wat are frens? Are they for real? Are they jus ppl who are with you when ur happy n leave u alone when ur sad? I keep askin myself tat question. Am i a gd fren myself?! I try helping ppl n try to be there for them when theyre down. But hus gonna be beside me when im sad? I dun mean to sound so cruel. But tis is how i feel from inside. All the pain im suffering. All the distraction im getting! All the things tat trouble me when im in sch n at home. Guys, tell me. Tell me ur opinion on tis..

Hey guys, im bck to my moody self again. Actually ii wrote halfway of wad happened todae. But no moood to continue. I let u see part of it i wrote:

Well, todae went bugis with Peijun, liting n rizwan. IN e morning had breakfast with my family outside then went to open an bankin account n stuff. On e way there, received sms from myra saying that they having group study today. Didnt noe sia. Planned with peijun they all go bugis. Then cannot go study group. Sry myra. Hahas.Then i reached home lyk about 12.30. Needed to meet them at 1.30. Lols. Then rushed de. Met them at 1.40pm. Outside kfc. Then riz wasnt there. So we called him. He was at library. Meeting his frens. Then we met him lorhs.

Then we went to bugis de. We alighted n we walked. N then LT wanted go parco. So i brought them to parco. But then i forgot where parco was liao. Hahas. Then we went bck to the shp ctr to jalan jalan. So we went up down up down. Then so bored liao, went to buy bubble tea. Then it was time to meet liting's mum at Junction 8. The place where i go each day after sch. Not to say sian la but.. Nvm.. Then we walk walk arnd the sc. Then we went to comics colletcion n bla bla bla. Then sian liaos, her mum came at last. Lols.Then her mum was with her aunt n his bro. Then i went up to his bro n ask if he same classs as my bro. Then he was lyk so shocked ders.
xD 3 times ehs. Muahahas.

Then we went arnd accompanying LT bro buy bag. Nice eh LT bro buy bag. The colour nice sias. Blue n gray lyk tat. Nice. Then we were outside the shop sitting down lors. So damn tired larhs..
Then we started taking pics . xD Hahas. Then after tat, we went for dinner. The five of us, make tat 6. Me, Rizwan, Liting..

To be continued...


No mood after wad my fren brought up. I was quite happy tonite but when she told me her probs, i was reminded of my probs which i have long forgotten. Im reminded of her. My fren told me bout her probs. Bout friendship, bout a guy. N i told her, at least the guy's not attached. Im not gonna say hu. : ) Nways, then i say, my prob. Shes attached . N to make it worst, with one of my gd frens. Haish. : ( Haish. If i can i wan to forget tat prob. Ill try guys. N ill not show my moodyness out. I promise ill cheer up. N for this gurl i mean, ill try to forget the prob n try jus to becum gd frens. Lyk a confidante. Ill try for ur sake my fren.

Today was one of the best day in my life. Damn funny lors. I ended sch at 3pm, then went bck at 3.30pm, then met peijun in the mrt. Then we went causeway to eat, then peijun asked me if i wanted to go litings house. So i bought my food n ate at liting's house. It was okay at first. I, Peijun n liting ate n stuff.. Talked to litngs mum.

Then we started taking pics. It was jus normal at first. I mean lyk Pj use her phone to snap the pics. Then, Liting took her digi camera out n her mum started taking pics of the three of us. Ok ok la. We made funny faces. Then we played n played. N we use the camera to take funny faces. I havent get the pics yet. But once i get it i surely post. Well, then we started taking pics of the mirror reflection. Damn nice sehs. N we made funny faces n lame faces n stupid faces. xD hahas. N then we sat on the sofa n pj was lyk dancing away. YMCA bla bla bla. Then she decided we shud take a video. Hahas. Then, we take la. Video started, n Pj danced halfway only saying the Y, no m no c no a. So funny lors.. Then she said this is danish n stuff n i started doing the hocky pokey. I tink some understand but some dun understand. Lets jus say the perveted way. Hahas. Once i have the video i post. Muahahas.

Then we made a video again n this time it was lame. =.=. Hahas. Then again we had fun. The lyk about 5.40, liting had to go tuition, so I went home with PJ. Then on the way, Pei jun started playing the video again. Then we started laughing again. xD Yeah! Nice. Then we were seperated. T_T xD Hahas. Then i went home.

19 january of 2007 is the best day for me in 2007. It was funny, memorable n most of all, i spent time with two of my very close frens. xD

Today was one of the best day in my life. Damn funny lors. I ended sch at 3pm, then went bck at 3.30pm, then met peijun in the mrt. Then we went causeway to eat, then peijun asked me if i wanted to go litings house. So i bought my food n ate at liting's house. It was okay at first. I, Peijun n liting ate n stuff.. Talked to litngs mum.

Then we started taking pics. It was jus normal at first. I mean lyk Pj use her phone to snap the pics. Then, Liting took her digi camera out n her mum started taking pics of the three of us. Ok ok la. We made funny faces. Then we played n played. N we use the camera to take funny faces. I havent get the pics yet. But once i get it i surely post. Well, then we started taking pics of the mirror reflection. Damn nice sehs. N we made funny faces n lame faces n stupid faces. xD hahas. N then we sat on the sofa n pj was lyk dancing away. YMCA bla bla bla. Then she decided we shud take a video. Hahas. Then, we take la. Video started, n Pj danced halfway only saying the Y, no m no c no a. So funny lors.. Then she said this is danish n stuff n i started doing the hocky pokey. I tink some understand but some dun understand. Lets jus say the perveted way. Hahas. Once i have the video i post. Muahahas.

Then we made a video again n this time it was lame. =.=. Hahas. Then again we had fun. The lyk about 5.40, liting had to go tuition, so I went home with PJ. Then on the way, Pei jun started playing the video again. Then we started laughing again. xD Yeah! Nice. Then we were seperated. T_T xD Hahas. Then i went home.

19 january of 2007 is the best day for me in 2007. It was funny, memorable n most of all, i spent time with two of my very close frens. xD

YO YO! DJ Danish is BACK! Lol.
Well, im bck to my normal self. YAYE! WEll, in the morning i was real moody. Dunoe whye.. todae, first period was math. Tch didint cum so we had ws to do. Then followed by PE. Fun. We played rugby. Then it was recess. The que was damn long. 10 mins of queuing. Then 2 periods of ENG. Tats 2 hours. 2 HOURS. We had a story telling activity. I wrote a story about a tragic accident. I read n my eng teacher said i read lyk i was debating. lol. hahas. Then after 2 hours of eng, we had philosophy.

Well, It was not as boring as i tot. It was okay. The teacher is wuite okay i guess. He prepared a ppt. Powerpoint. about philosophhy. Then after philosophy we had our lunch break. Didint eat. PLayed soccer. Then there was this sec 4 guy. Hes rem hard sia but too bad, NO ACCURACY. HAHAS. Well, cum to tink of it, now my classmates noe i can play soccer. At first they didnt noe at all. Hahas. My class have only 1 talented soccer player. He's Aliff. Hes a nice guy. N hes becum my gd fren. The after break was our last lesson. SCience. My sc. teacher is damn fun n gd sia. He lyk can make jokes one but if serious then serious. Im jus appreciative tat hes my scince teacher.

He's damn tall, lyk i tink 1.8 smth. Y is he so tall?? Cause im short. Muahahs. lol. -.- Nways, after sch ended at 3.15, we had sports profilling. Soft ball. Y they call soft ball? the ball so hard.
-.- Nways, my cathing n sprinting they say okay but my hittting the ball no gd. HAhas.. Nways, after tat went home with my frens. N in the mrt, they lyk keep talkin nonsense de. N i was lyk wheres ur rafflesian spirit jus to keep them shut. Evryone was lyk looking at us. Lyk so paiseh la. RAffles. Tis type of behaviour. HAHAS. NWays, reach home at 5.15pm. Then took a bath n on comp. Have philosphy hw sia. Lucky other hw finish liao. Can rest a bit. Wana do hw now. Kays n im slowly adapting.. TAnks u guys 4 giving me advice. TYTY. U guys are the best. Wana finish hw.. SO gdbye. till next time..

Hey, post cause junior ask me update. Lols. Well, nowadays lyk so busy. So much hw.. Lots n lots of them. Damn. I jus feel so sad n emo. I jus cant believe we are in sec sch oledi. I miss my primary sch days. It was lyk ytd since i rmb the first day i came to 6E. I was real sacred at first but then bonds becam tighter. I made a lot of new frens in 6E. 6E rocks.. I miss 6E. I miss the days when mrs teo taught n we were talking among ourselves. I miss the days ms hayati said, be harsh in order to be kind. T_T I miss those days. I miss the days in malay class when we crakc jokes. I miss the days i played soccer with my team. The days in the morning i n my fellow prefects did our duties. N it was where i shouted at a pri 2 boy, shut the hell up. I miss the days we had the interclass. N we won the most unexpected game. Street bandy. I miss WGPS. I miss the sch. I miss the days i had in WGPS. But its all over. Wads left are memories.

2007 is a brand new chapter with brand new chllenges ahead. New frens. New sch. New teachers. Well, i feel ill take time to adjust myself in my sch.. Everyday i finish sch hoping to meet my old frens.. Almost everyday tat hope cum true. But will it last? Will it last forever? I oways ask myself. I oways wonder is it gona be a rutine, i go to sch everyday jus hoping to meet my old frens. Will i ever adapt?? My frens are adapting. Zheng yee's adapting, Joey's adapting. Pei jun' adapting. Everybody's adapting. But y cant i?? Y??

I really dun wan all tis memories to end.. I feel really sorrow. My heart is filled with melancholy. Im feeling tears in my eyes shining in the light of the sunlight. I miss the days we sang songs together. I miss those days. Those days lyk 2004, speakers corner. N P5, where we oways say daryl look, when ms chow turns on the sc video with a lady in swimming costume. Lyk p6, when we , the prefetcs, went to snow city. I miss those days. Am i the only one feeling this way? Tell me guys.. Tag n tell me. Do u feel the same way or is it jus me?

As im typing tis down, im getting sleepy n sleepier. N i tink i wun be updating for some time cause a lot lot of hw.. Well, im feeling real lonely n real emo nowadays. Dunoe y. Jus reminded of all my frens. I miss them. I miss ZY, Joey, Peijun, fadhil, crenshawn, myra, mel, n lots more.. T_T. Y am i feeling emo sia? Damn it! Nvm. Because u live n breathe. BEcause u made me believe in myself. Quotes, quotes from my frens. 'Believe in urself. Wad other ppl tink is their prob. HAve faith.' ' U do gd deed, dun expect a gd deed aso in return' 'Do ur best in everything u do' Some quotes i wun forget.. Some ppl i jus cant forget..

Gurl, i dun tink u will even be reading this, but nvm. I dun tink we cud ever work out. Im jus not ready.. I dun noe u tat well.. I jus knew you lyk for 3 days.. Sry.. I dun even tink im gonna try.. I hope ur not angry or sad.. But i jus cant accept u yet..

Hey guys, long time no post. Lazy n no mood sias. Nways, my science lesson lyk maths n my math lesson lyk my science. LOL! Nways, today was my JRIC or junior raffles institution ceremony. It was fun i guess. It started at 5pm. We had opening speech from headmaster. Then blablabla. Then two sec ones stood up on the stage n gave their speech. The one on the left was quite okay but the one on the right kept stammering n stumbling over his words. HAish. HOw they choose? Neva choose me! T_T nah. jus kidding. Hahas. Then they show video. N of all the songs, they chose at the beggining as the background song. T_T. I was lyk about to cry liao. But control.. Calmed down.. Then ok liao. Then we sang our batch song. Title we are the young. If u hear it, im sure ull love it. Its so lyk nice. We had a band live performing.. First the original version of the song but ltr we sang the rock version. Nice sia! We are the young, the children of tmr.. Ok stop! Relacs danish... N then we cheered cheered n cheered. So loud. Finished the cheers but i didnt have enuf. So i stand on the chair in the hall n started a cheer n soon all the sec 1s including our psl 's aso n even the head prefect followed me. Tat was nice. Then we went outside the hall n cheered again. N i led them again. Hahas. I luv cheering now... Then we went bck to class n it was 7.10pm. HAhas. N on e way, i led them cheer again. Then reached class. PSLs talked n gave us a gift. Nice one. N then we were realeased. Ok, heres the thing, on e way down the stairs, i cheered again. Everywhere we go! PPl wan to noe! Who we r! Where we come from! So we tell them! We r from Raffles! HIgh n mighty raffles! Strong n rugged RAffles. BEst in singapore. Raffles raffles raffles! RAffles raffles raffles! Say R! A! F! F! L! E! S! Wads tat? One more time! WHos the best? Then the sec4s on the way down, dunoe where they were echoed my cheer! Nice! Lol! But really nice sia! But when i reached downstairs, one of the seniors told me to train my voice so i can shout more. I dunoe how to do that. But nvm.. Then went home wif my parents cause they were at the ceremony. Reached home, lots lots hw doing now.. HAhas.. Hope more fun will come tmr in RI! Wish me luck! I tink ill adapt! But i wun forget u guys! U guys are still the best!!

Hey, a few days never post... Cause have camp at sch. Let me tell u bout it.


Day one 4th jan

First day, my father sent me to sch n reach there at around 7am. Went to report in classroom. Place bags n then at 7.20am went to parade square or the courtyard to assemble. Then after tat had bag check. Then we started the day by the welcome address by the headmaster. After tat at about 9.15am, went to bishan park n had some activities. The most memorable activity tat day was the one called armageddon. It was lyk at nite n we had to go checkpoints to checkpoints after doing a task. But then we realise if we didnt stick together as a class, the psl in black wud take us away n the others will be short of 1 guy. After lyk 5 ppl were gone, then we realise we had to stick together as a class to win. N tats when all the chaos starts. My frens, brendon n firdaus leaded us thru n i had to shout at the top of my voice to get their attention n to get them to work together. The psl in black were all over us. But we managed to do it as a team.Long day of activities ended at 10pm. Washed up , had supper.. First day ended at 12.05am.

Second Day 5th Jan

Second day, woke up at 5.30am. Report at 7am at junior block atrium. Then had exercises n we jogged around the sch up the stairs n then down again. Very tiring. Then we had walk of trust. This one is disclosed.. N lost my watch on this day.. At 8pm, we got to watch ju-on 2. Then we went around the sch. N i found out tat a few locations in my sch is haunted. There was smbody who died in the clock tower n lots more, n on top of everything, we have a graveyard under our swimming pool. Yaye! Second day ended at 1am.


Third day n last day 6th jan

woke up at 5.40am n at 7am had morning run from sch to bishan park. Tats bout very far away. Then at 8.15am had breakfast. Then at 9am, it was one of the best activities. We had to place our socks at the back of our pants n all the classes were seperated into 3 groups, yellow, black n green. Then we searched for the ropes to make a web on the threes. After tat, we were supposed to invade their territory n defend ours. We had to pull the socks of the students from teh other two teams. I caught bout 12 ppl. N the psl were cheating. They cud catch us but we cudnt catch them. Then at 3pm, we had cca trail. We cud take a look at the cca(s). I wanna join RIGE. Raffles Institution Guitar ensemble. Damn fun. At 6pm, we had our last celebration. Cheered damn loud with a live band to play the music. Then at 8, we cud go home. My dad n mum picked me up.

Damn tiring sia. But fun. N my class psl damn gd. Marvin, lemuel, eugene, kevin n haris were our psl's. They are damn gd. Well, received my phone ytd n receive an sms. Gurl, i hope tat guy u chose can take gd care of u n make u happy. Lucks n hope ur heart wun be broken again..

Hey guys, today was a tiring day for me. Haish. Quite had fun. The psl or peer support leaders are great. N first day of sch, my pants dirty already. HAish. Pathetic. N i made a few new frens. N i tink i will adapt to the changes. My school's under construction. N the teachers are very strict, very very strict. But with the help of the psl, i tink i can succeed. School left at 2pm n i went to wgps. I went in n walked around, found hakimmah, wahyu n angie. Then we walked around the school staff room n hod to meet e teachers. Then we went home. Well, tmr gonna be camp, so dun sms me cause i wun be bringing my phone. I hope the camp's fun n enjoyable. I hope so. I hope it can cheer up my mood. Haish. Only a day without her n im feeling lonely. Hope tmr will be a great day 4 me..

Noe it or not, tmr school starts. T_T HAish. Gd luck for tmr guys. Gdbye my frens. This may be my last post. Lucks. ^_^ . HAve fun...