Posted on: Thursday, May 31, 2007
Posted at: 5/31/2007 03:57:00 PM
Posted at: 5/31/2007 03:57:00 PM
ARGHH!!! IM DAMN CONFUSED! I"M ANGRY AT MYSELF! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME? I HATE FEELING THIS WAY! WTH LA. I DUNOE WHAT ELSE TO DO! i WANNA HURT MYSELF! I GUESS IM JUST LYK A WALL READY TO BE PUNCHED DOWN. LIFE NO LONGER HAS ANY MEANING.
I jus need someone's shoulder to lie on and someone's palm to punch. Haish... I'm sick of having this feeeling... Crying without a reason... Angry without a reason... Sad without a reason... Even blogging without a reason... No one even bothers to read this anymore. ARGHH!! I don't wanna be this way. I'm gonna hurt myself and NO ONE is going to STOP me. I guess no would care to stop me anyway...
I jus need someone's shoulder to lie on and someone's palm to punch. Haish... I'm sick of having this feeeling... Crying without a reason... Angry without a reason... Sad without a reason... Even blogging without a reason... No one even bothers to read this anymore. ARGHH!! I don't wanna be this way. I'm gonna hurt myself and NO ONE is going to STOP me. I guess no would care to stop me anyway...
Posted on: Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Posted at: 5/30/2007 11:44:00 AM
Posted at: 5/30/2007 11:44:00 AM
Finally getting better! Yohoo. At last friday can go rugby training. Hahas. Finally fever vanished, flu a bit and cough no more, maybe a bit. Yeah. I wanna go out but everyone seems to be so busy. Hahas. Wishfulthinkin wanna have fun this jun hols. Here are my hw:
1) Math ws (2 sets)
2) MT project (grp work)
3) History Project (grp work)
4) English writing portfolio (poems)
5) Malay file arrangements including compo & other exercises corrections
6) English file arrangements
And here is my holiday calender this hols. Strating from next week.
2nd week
Mon: Rugby training
Tue:Science workshop
Wed:Science workshop
Thur:Free
Fri:Rugby training & Off to my cousin hse for wedding preparations
Sat:At cuzz hse
Sun:At cuzz hse
3nd week
Mon:Free
Tue:Guitar
Wed:Free
Thur:Free
Fri:Free
Sat:Guitar / Silat
Sun:Free
4th week
Mon:Chalet
Tue:Chalet
Wed:Chalet
Thur:Chalet
Fri:Free
Sat:Guitar / Silat
Sun:Guitar
Okay. I got 7 days free of anything. Damn. Hahas. And homework. Doing math now. Eng need one more poem. Hahas. Malay havent start. History research started. But didnt go online often. Must be completed by second week. I will finish math, malay and eng file arrangements today. I hope i can do it. Hahas.
1) Math ws (2 sets)
2) MT project (grp work)
3) History Project (grp work)
4) English writing portfolio (poems)
5) Malay file arrangements including compo & other exercises corrections
6) English file arrangements
And here is my holiday calender this hols. Strating from next week.
2nd week
Mon: Rugby training
Tue:Science workshop
Wed:Science workshop
Thur:Free
Fri:Rugby training & Off to my cousin hse for wedding preparations
Sat:At cuzz hse
Sun:At cuzz hse
3nd week
Mon:Free
Tue:Guitar
Wed:Free
Thur:Free
Fri:Free
Sat:Guitar / Silat
Sun:Free
4th week
Mon:Chalet
Tue:Chalet
Wed:Chalet
Thur:Chalet
Fri:Free
Sat:Guitar / Silat
Sun:Guitar
Okay. I got 7 days free of anything. Damn. Hahas. And homework. Doing math now. Eng need one more poem. Hahas. Malay havent start. History research started. But didnt go online often. Must be completed by second week. I will finish math, malay and eng file arrangements today. I hope i can do it. Hahas.
Posted on: Monday, May 28, 2007
Posted at: 5/28/2007 04:15:00 PM
Posted at: 5/28/2007 04:15:00 PM
Maybe what other ppl say is right. Maybe life is useless sometimes. Maybe life isnt't meant to be a happy one. Maybe all the happiness is just for a moment. Not lasting. Nth last forever. I believe in that now.. My heart is beating hard and i dunoe whye... I feel that something bad is going to happen. I don't know whye... Arghh... This is all so frustrating... Im really going to breakdown soon... And i mean it. And nobody is going to stop me... Maybe im luvvsick... Maybe im lonely. Maybe im confused. Maybe this is just my emo season...
Zheng yee, i don't hate you... Im just so confused with my life now.. I really don't know whether to be happy or sad. Daryl told me that you hated me cause you tot i hated you. Im sorry for making u tink that way. I just cant understand myself anymore. Sorry... I just hope we can sort out our differences and be bck as besties.
To another person, ******. MAybe im confused bout my life but im not confused bout my feelings. I really really lyk you. I know you too might have the same feeling. I jus hope we can be together gurl. Im sorry if im adding this to ur probs. Have time to think kays? And i promise you my heart. I love you gurl...
Zheng yee, i don't hate you... Im just so confused with my life now.. I really don't know whether to be happy or sad. Daryl told me that you hated me cause you tot i hated you. Im sorry for making u tink that way. I just cant understand myself anymore. Sorry... I just hope we can sort out our differences and be bck as besties.
To another person, ******. MAybe im confused bout my life but im not confused bout my feelings. I really really lyk you. I know you too might have the same feeling. I jus hope we can be together gurl. Im sorry if im adding this to ur probs. Have time to think kays? And i promise you my heart. I love you gurl...
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Posted at: 5/28/2007 11:34:00 AM
Posted at: 5/28/2007 11:34:00 AM
Gurl, i noe ure having some misunderstanding between u n ur bestie... I understand how ure feeling... I jus wana let you noe that i really lyk you.. And i noe you feel the same way... I jus hope we can be together and wun end up breaking.. I jus hope... I will let you settle ur probs with ur bestie first... =) IF you want any help, sms me kays?
Posted on: Saturday, May 26, 2007
Posted at: 5/26/2007 07:32:00 PM
Posted at: 5/26/2007 07:32:00 PM
Time change a lot of things sia. Now i can see that my frens aso not so close as last time. Last time they were close. Nw they like cursing each other. Is sec sch life causing all these? HAix. Jus hope everything will be bck to normality. HAhas. JUne hols damn boring...
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Posted at: 5/26/2007 04:27:00 PM
Posted at: 5/26/2007 04:27:00 PM
No mood to blog during this hols...
Posted on: Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Posted at: 5/22/2007 05:05:00 PM
Posted at: 5/22/2007 05:05:00 PM
I really miss a lot of ppl.
I miss walking beside joey when going up to class.
I miss going home together with zheng yee.
I miss tripping Peijun.
I miss playing soccer with Fadhil.
I miss doing prefect duty and disturbing Melanie's class.
I miss Ms hayati and her words.
I miss Mrs teo and her ambiguous.
I miss Prefect duty.
I miss interclass. I miss 6E.
I miss my best frens.
I miss the misses i had in school on graduation.
I miss everybody.
I miss the times we had together. Zheng Yee, joey, peijun, eugene, wenxuen, ashrul and eunice they all when we played in the music room each day.
I miss the old days... I wish that all these would end and everything would go back to normality.
I miss walking beside joey when going up to class.
I miss going home together with zheng yee.
I miss tripping Peijun.
I miss playing soccer with Fadhil.
I miss doing prefect duty and disturbing Melanie's class.
I miss Ms hayati and her words.
I miss Mrs teo and her ambiguous.
I miss Prefect duty.
I miss interclass. I miss 6E.
I miss my best frens.
I miss the misses i had in school on graduation.
I miss everybody.
I miss the times we had together. Zheng Yee, joey, peijun, eugene, wenxuen, ashrul and eunice they all when we played in the music room each day.
I miss the old days... I wish that all these would end and everything would go back to normality.
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Posted at: 5/22/2007 05:01:00 PM
Posted at: 5/22/2007 05:01:00 PM
Chill yea? I can do that.
Posted on: Monday, May 21, 2007
Posted at: 5/21/2007 07:55:00 PM
Posted at: 5/21/2007 07:55:00 PM
SHERMAINE~
Have you ever thought that it might not always be my fault? I noe its partially my fault but ure being bias. Ure always saying that im the one at fault. U tell me. Is insulting a good thing? Oh ya. I forgot. He's ur best fren so wateva he do aso ryte. INSULTING'S RYTE HEHS? He is actually insulting u aso. U never realise? U have the same skin colour as me. So he's insulting u. But u dun care cause he's ur best fren mah. Be FAIR. I noe its my fault but dun tell me he is not a t fault at ALL? Open ur eyes gurl. Since when u become blind? N dun tolerate if u dun want to. Im sick of all this. Ok. Ltr u say so what? Tats ur prob la. This is MY BLOG. I can write wateva i want. Dun wan interuppt? Oh. Good. So damn FAKE!
Anyways, zy. Who the hell meant you arhs? Feel the guilt? It is my RI fren la. U go ask. DUn believe YOUR PROBLEM. Guilty conscience. TOO BAD THEN IF YOU THOUGHT THAT I WAS TALKING BOUT YOU.
Have you ever thought that it might not always be my fault? I noe its partially my fault but ure being bias. Ure always saying that im the one at fault. U tell me. Is insulting a good thing? Oh ya. I forgot. He's ur best fren so wateva he do aso ryte. INSULTING'S RYTE HEHS? He is actually insulting u aso. U never realise? U have the same skin colour as me. So he's insulting u. But u dun care cause he's ur best fren mah. Be FAIR. I noe its my fault but dun tell me he is not a t fault at ALL? Open ur eyes gurl. Since when u become blind? N dun tolerate if u dun want to. Im sick of all this. Ok. Ltr u say so what? Tats ur prob la. This is MY BLOG. I can write wateva i want. Dun wan interuppt? Oh. Good. So damn FAKE!
Anyways, zy. Who the hell meant you arhs? Feel the guilt? It is my RI fren la. U go ask. DUn believe YOUR PROBLEM. Guilty conscience. TOO BAD THEN IF YOU THOUGHT THAT I WAS TALKING BOUT YOU.
Posted on: Sunday, May 20, 2007
Posted at: 5/20/2007 09:37:00 PM
Posted at: 5/20/2007 09:37:00 PM
Its fine if u want to say bad things bout me. But stop being a RACIST! BANGLA. U tink so funny arhs? Sgpore presiden aso indian. Wats the issue? U can be sued. Why u hate indians so much? They so bad meh? They never criticize u ryte? Why make fun of them? Mdm ruku aso indian. Dun tell me because of one, u make it a stereotype. Wth la. Im damn pissed la. Whats ur issue? Put ur shoes into the shoes of them. They get racist remarks lyk u made. U lyk meh? Tink la. And STOP BEING A RACIST.
Ure still 13. Young. If u keep on making racial remarks, i tell u. In the future, ure career will get ruin. I noe its none of my business. I know ure sch is all chinese but u dun have to criticize other ppl. I dun mean to say this but is being a malay or indian wrong?
If really u wan, i aso can make racial remarks bout chinese but i wun. Cause i have the rite mind. It's called maturity. Its understandable if young children make this remarks. But you. The ex head boy for wgps, cat high student and THIRTEEN year old. THIRTEEN. It dusent make sense. I know the way they speak is funny but they are bonr that way. Same way malay's are born stupid and chinese are born with squint eyes. Why u want to make such a big deal? Stop it la.
Ure still 13. Young. If u keep on making racial remarks, i tell u. In the future, ure career will get ruin. I noe its none of my business. I know ure sch is all chinese but u dun have to criticize other ppl. I dun mean to say this but is being a malay or indian wrong?
If really u wan, i aso can make racial remarks bout chinese but i wun. Cause i have the rite mind. It's called maturity. Its understandable if young children make this remarks. But you. The ex head boy for wgps, cat high student and THIRTEEN year old. THIRTEEN. It dusent make sense. I know the way they speak is funny but they are bonr that way. Same way malay's are born stupid and chinese are born with squint eyes. Why u want to make such a big deal? Stop it la.
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Posted at: 5/20/2007 08:34:00 PM
Posted at: 5/20/2007 08:34:00 PM
You know what? I jus realise. its my fault. It had always been mine ryte? It me. Its just me ryte? Ltr u say i seek attention by blogging this. But u want me to say its my fault. What is this? Its my fault. I noe. It had always been my fault and it will always be ryte? Thanks.
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Posted at: 5/20/2007 10:59:00 AM
Posted at: 5/20/2007 10:59:00 AM
I can sense something's wrong... It's like everyone got possesed. My heart is palpitating. Some strange things i encountered ytd. I was alone at the library when suddenly i felt that my phone was going to ring. Then suddenly a few seconds ltr my phone really rang. Ytd aso, i was walking arnd CWP & i felt that ive been on that particular journey b4... Its weird...Then this morning at 7+, i felt that i was going to get a message from somebody regarding something important and I did. It was about ERP. I feel that something bad is going to happen. This has happened before and it was proved true. I just hope everything will be fine. Suddenly I got the feeling that something will go wrong. But what? It's damn freaky..
Posted on: Saturday, May 19, 2007
Posted at: 5/19/2007 02:31:00 PM
Posted at: 5/19/2007 02:31:00 PM
Hyes.. Not feeling that good todae... Headache and somemore boredom.. I wan play bball man but cant... Got grounded liao .This weekend... Cause my hp sms exceed then bill high. HAhas.. Everyday sms Yuxuan mah. Hahas. Kys, erp aboout to finish.. Then I wana slack tmr. Wana play bball till dunoe wat time... Maybe can go play oni... But cant go out... Kays...
This week is last week then June hols. Starting Rug training on mon. Hope Mr Romi allow me in. Hope so. =)
This week is last week then June hols. Starting Rug training on mon. Hope Mr Romi allow me in. Hope so. =)
Posted on: Thursday, May 17, 2007
Posted at: 5/17/2007 07:53:00 PM
Posted at: 5/17/2007 07:53:00 PM
ERP!!!! Die die die... Nvm... Lols. OK... quite glad jk's bck being my buddy.. Now... I shall tell u bout my change... Lost weight, increase height. And decrease grades! Arghh.. Must improve.. Kays... June hols on e way... Tell me when u guys free. Can go slack... Now.. This weekend cant. Got one project to do... Die... Okok... Must complete. Due on tuesday... May God be with me...
Posted on: Saturday, May 12, 2007
Posted at: 5/12/2007 08:53:00 PM
Posted at: 5/12/2007 08:53:00 PM
Scarlet ibis finally done... Phew... Next amos! Sci poster~
Posted on: Friday, May 11, 2007
Posted at: 5/11/2007 08:00:00 PM
Posted at: 5/11/2007 08:00:00 PM
OKays. Got a lot of stuff to do. So short post. Ok... (silence)
WHAT THE HELL! My Form teacher took away my ipod. It was before class at arnd b4 8am. Then my fren borrow to listen, then out of the blue, form teacher comes in and he quickly keep it. He tot he off liao. Then when bout to greet lyk tat, the song, sweet escape went extra loud. Damn. Then cher heard and took lor. Wth la. Unfair. Not my fault. Now its not with me. Damn.. Nvm... Wana get it back soon, bet on it..
Then tis weekend got a few stuff to be done.. First, ERP. Need to finish reading... Second, sci poster, need to finish by tis weekend. Third and most important... Scarlet Ibis essay... Need to write lit essay. Kays, tat can be done soon. MAybe tmr nite or even tonite... But one prob.. Need to be handwritten... Lazy sia... xD Ok...
Wish me luck on my stuff.. And wat's better in sch these days is tat.... ENG: WE ARE STARTING POETRY! YEah.. I luveet. =)
WHAT THE HELL! My Form teacher took away my ipod. It was before class at arnd b4 8am. Then my fren borrow to listen, then out of the blue, form teacher comes in and he quickly keep it. He tot he off liao. Then when bout to greet lyk tat, the song, sweet escape went extra loud. Damn. Then cher heard and took lor. Wth la. Unfair. Not my fault. Now its not with me. Damn.. Nvm... Wana get it back soon, bet on it..
Then tis weekend got a few stuff to be done.. First, ERP. Need to finish reading... Second, sci poster, need to finish by tis weekend. Third and most important... Scarlet Ibis essay... Need to write lit essay. Kays, tat can be done soon. MAybe tmr nite or even tonite... But one prob.. Need to be handwritten... Lazy sia... xD Ok...
Wish me luck on my stuff.. And wat's better in sch these days is tat.... ENG: WE ARE STARTING POETRY! YEah.. I luveet. =)
Posted on: Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Posted at: 5/09/2007 05:27:00 PM
Posted at: 5/09/2007 05:27:00 PM
Hey guys. A post before i revise GEOG for tmr. Gotta admit tat my previous test was hard. Try this one. But. think not too deeply.. =) BYes.
Create your own Friend Test here
Create your own Friend Test here
Posted on: Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Posted at: 5/08/2007 07:07:00 PM
Posted at: 5/08/2007 07:07:00 PM
Heys.. I failed my chinese test again.. 29 over 100.. Nice? Damn stressed out... Sci todae screwedd... Tmr math... Musent be nervous... Haix... Must improve... Im having headache now... How? Hmm... LEt's see... Retest next tuesday... I must must must pass... IF not die... I must pass for the sake of mankind.. :x
Well, if i fail my retest, gonna quit chinese third lang... But i wan learn more but cannot pass how? Haiyo... Nvm... Hmm... Oh ya... Wait... What did i wana say? O_o Im getting forgetful... Hmm... Oh yes... I got new test for you guys... Pls do it.. Thanks... And good luck to ALL having exams this week.. =)
Eh... Forget to put the link. xD
Create your own Friend Test here
Well, if i fail my retest, gonna quit chinese third lang... But i wan learn more but cannot pass how? Haiyo... Nvm... Hmm... Oh ya... Wait... What did i wana say? O_o Im getting forgetful... Hmm... Oh yes... I got new test for you guys... Pls do it.. Thanks... And good luck to ALL having exams this week.. =)
Eh... Forget to put the link. xD
Create your own Friend Test here
Posted on: Sunday, May 06, 2007
Posted at: 5/06/2007 07:24:00 PM
Posted at: 5/06/2007 07:24:00 PM
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/341207
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Posted at: 5/06/2007 07:24:00 PM
Posted at: 5/06/2007 07:24:00 PM
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/341207
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Posted at: 5/06/2007 07:24:00 PM
Posted at: 5/06/2007 07:24:00 PM
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/341207
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Posted at: 5/06/2007 11:33:00 AM
Posted at: 5/06/2007 11:33:00 AM
yo... Im done...
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Posted at: 5/06/2007 12:17:00 AM
Posted at: 5/06/2007 12:17:00 AM
Im a guitar freak! Yeah! And fadhil, thanks!!
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Posted at: 5/06/2007 12:17:00 AM
Posted at: 5/06/2007 12:17:00 AM
Im a guitar freak! Yeah! And fadhil, thanks!!
Posted on: Saturday, May 05, 2007
Posted at: 5/05/2007 06:52:00 PM
Posted at: 5/05/2007 06:52:00 PM
Hi. Now im pissed off. Since they are so MATURE and i am so IMMATURE, they should tell me what i can do to get their forgiveness. IF there arnt ANY, tats being IMMATURE. Cause MATURE ppl can forgive ppl, u noe. So tell me, MATURE PPL.
Posted on: Thursday, May 03, 2007
Posted at: 5/03/2007 07:23:00 PM
Posted at: 5/03/2007 07:23:00 PM
Turning over a new leaf. =) Forgetting the past. Thats what the both of them want. Its the end of an ending and the start of a new beginning...
Posted on: Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Posted at: 5/02/2007 04:40:00 PM
Posted at: 5/02/2007 04:40:00 PM
Buddy, Im sorry. I am so sorry. I didnt mean to make u angry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Please forgive me... It was not meant for you. You know why i wrote all of that? Because I.. I... Arghh... Forget it.. Just please forgive me... I don't want to lose my beloved buddy. Please... Forgive me.. I beg you. Pls pls pls.... I know ure angry and u shud be angry. But pls.. I didnt mean it.. I felt so.. so left out without you... I wanted to get your attention but i incur ur wrath instead. Sorry... Sorry... Pls.. Pls... Sorry... I know i did a mistake... Pls forgive me... I admit im immature. And im a fucking bastard. I know im the one changing. Its just me.. Im really sorry... Sorry.. Pls... i beg u... pls... Forgive me... Im sorry i wrote that... Pls... Forgive me...