Posted on: Friday, October 30, 2009
Posted at: 10/30/2009 11:28:00 PM
Posted at: 10/30/2009 11:28:00 PM
I got pretty sad): I was soo looking forward to tmr. Dhoby Ghaut. Guess ive to wait!(:
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Posted at: 10/30/2009 12:31:00 AM
Posted at: 10/30/2009 12:31:00 AM
I cant sleep cause you got me worried abt you. You didnt wanna talk to me. I got really worried.
Hope you sleep well.
Hope you sleep well.
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Posted at: 10/30/2009 12:09:00 AM
Posted at: 10/30/2009 12:09:00 AM
"i dont want to talk to you right now" "dont sms, dont even call. Dont even reply"
What did i do? ):
What did i do? ):
Posted on: Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Posted at: 10/27/2009 08:05:00 PM
Posted at: 10/27/2009 08:05:00 PM
Hi guys!(:
Heres a new cover. Its Far Away - Nickleback.
Heres the thing. There are a lot of mistakes, and the last part is supposed to be a key higher meaning C, but i played C-sharp. hehe. sorry for that mistake! ><
But do enjoy! :DD
Heres a new cover. Its Far Away - Nickleback.
Heres the thing. There are a lot of mistakes, and the last part is supposed to be a key higher meaning C, but i played C-sharp. hehe. sorry for that mistake! ><
But do enjoy! :DD
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Posted at: 10/27/2009 01:38:00 AM
Posted at: 10/27/2009 01:38:00 AM
Heloo(: hehe.
Hie(:
Its 137am. Im on blogger. decided to change my skin ^^ i likeee this skin. its funky. but the width is soo small :/ then all the things in here has to be made smaller. take alook! even my cbox is soo small ): pfft. hahaha. kaee nehmind.
Anyway, i cant sleep. i dont know why :/ hehe. theres oip training tmr at 11 plus? Im feeling soo lazy to go D: gahh. i dont feel like going. haha, but nevermind luh. rather than i sit home doing nothing.. might as well i go school. Stay home also no one accompany. everyones busy :/
Oh oh! todays my lovely nenek's birthday x)
happy bday nenek(; LY. hehe.
My laptop shut down a lot just now :/ i wonder whats on its mind.. kae laa, i shall be on youtube now! (: byeee.
Hie(:
Its 137am. Im on blogger. decided to change my skin ^^ i likeee this skin. its funky. but the width is soo small :/ then all the things in here has to be made smaller. take alook! even my cbox is soo small ): pfft. hahaha. kaee nehmind.
Anyway, i cant sleep. i dont know why :/ hehe. theres oip training tmr at 11 plus? Im feeling soo lazy to go D: gahh. i dont feel like going. haha, but nevermind luh. rather than i sit home doing nothing.. might as well i go school. Stay home also no one accompany. everyones busy :/
Oh oh! todays my lovely nenek's birthday x)
happy bday nenek(; LY. hehe.
My laptop shut down a lot just now :/ i wonder whats on its mind.. kae laa, i shall be on youtube now! (: byeee.
Posted on: Saturday, October 24, 2009
Posted at: 10/24/2009 01:52:00 PM
Posted at: 10/24/2009 01:52:00 PM
Its just when its me that approaches you in front of others to talk to you, you act super differently. You dont even wanna look at me. When its others, you have fun, you laugh, you smile, you talk as normally. You dont act so different.
When someone else talked to you ytd, you stood so comfortably, you talked so normally. you laughed. you acted so normally. You had fun.
But if i was that someone, youd find every excuse to go away. You would.
But everytime i approach you, i wanna talk to you abt sth fun too. sth that i experienced. sth happy and funny. But when i approach you, you act so differently, just why so? You know when you do so, i totally lose my interest in what i had wanted to say intiially?
Why issit just me? With others ppl you talk so comfortably. You can laugh with him so happily, so normally even when there are others around. But when its me, why issit so awkward? why? When im supposed to be really close to you? when we're really close.
Just why?
It hurts yknow. Almost every single time, almost every single time. I try to approach you with smth to talk about. and that sth is NOT about us. Its abt sth in school. sth happy or funny that happened in school. I wanna tell you. but when i approach you, you start acting differently. You dont even look at me when you talk to me but with others you do. Just why?
Then id just have to keep everything to myself. I feel alone. YES i do. Cause its always that infront of others. just why?
When someone else talked to you ytd, you stood so comfortably, you talked so normally. you laughed. you acted so normally. You had fun.
But if i was that someone, youd find every excuse to go away. You would.
But everytime i approach you, i wanna talk to you abt sth fun too. sth that i experienced. sth happy and funny. But when i approach you, you act so differently, just why so? You know when you do so, i totally lose my interest in what i had wanted to say intiially?
Why issit just me? With others ppl you talk so comfortably. You can laugh with him so happily, so normally even when there are others around. But when its me, why issit so awkward? why? When im supposed to be really close to you? when we're really close.
Just why?
It hurts yknow. Almost every single time, almost every single time. I try to approach you with smth to talk about. and that sth is NOT about us. Its abt sth in school. sth happy or funny that happened in school. I wanna tell you. but when i approach you, you start acting differently. You dont even look at me when you talk to me but with others you do. Just why?
Then id just have to keep everything to myself. I feel alone. YES i do. Cause its always that infront of others. just why?
Posted on: Thursday, October 22, 2009
Posted at: 10/22/2009 07:05:00 PM
Posted at: 10/22/2009 07:05:00 PM
I feel sad.
I cant seem to make myself make you happy.
Theres always something that id do to make you hurt or upset. And i dont want that.
Sometimes i just wish, you'd get what you really wished for.
Sometimes i just wish, he was still around to make you smile.
Sometimes i just wish, that he was around to make you happy.
But sometimes, i just wish i was him.
Sometimes i just wish that part of you would vanish. So it wouldnt hurt much.
Sometimes i just wish that part of you would vanish. So it wouldnt hurt much.
It hurts, naturally it does.
I just want to make you happy. I want to make you feel special.
Im feeling so emo! ><>Ahh nehminddd. peribahasa-s, here i come!(:
Posted on: Sunday, October 18, 2009
Posted at: 10/18/2009 10:26:00 PM
Posted at: 10/18/2009 10:26:00 PM
For some reason, I feel sad.
None of it were the ones from me.
Posted on: Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Posted at: 10/14/2009 06:38:00 PM
Posted at: 10/14/2009 06:38:00 PM
FB IS YOUR NEW BF):
HMPH. jealous aku. a really long time eh. sedih aku. Oh.. sedih aku. I cant deal with it. I cant. it hurts too much. oh oh.. help help..
EEE! i wanna cekik you. No No No -.-
EE now youtube. Last time fb. EEE two timer!
Orang tu kan. its not siapa. Ape third and fourth lak nie. -.-
Of all the things to make your fb.
Lelaman sesawang jadi -.-
Ape nak jadi.
Posted on: Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Posted at: 10/13/2009 10:33:00 PM
Posted at: 10/13/2009 10:33:00 PM
Youre better off without me.
Im a useless guy.
I feel like a fcuked up idiot. I hate myself so much.
Everyones better off without me la. then there wouldnt be this idiot that makes people sad.
There wouldnt be this one guy that is moody and creates a lot of trouble.
Im a useless guy.
A useless friend
A useless best friend.
A useless brother.
A useless son.
A useless student.
A useless person.
A useless advisor.
Even the word useless isnt enough. Im worse than useless. I do nothing but make people sad most of the time.
Im just really sorry.. ): Im so so sorry.. Im sorry im turning out this way..
Posted on: Monday, October 12, 2009
Posted at: 10/12/2009 07:47:00 PM
Posted at: 10/12/2009 07:47:00 PM
Im pissed off. Im really really really really in a bad mood.
Whatever lah. right now, everythings falling apart. i dont understand why. Yes i am really moody. Im really sorry ok! I just cant help the feeling of being angry. I cant get it off my mind! It stays there. And i feel angry having it there.
I feel upset, disappointed, angry. urgh. I hate having it on my mind ok. I dont wanna be moody. I dont wanna be angry at you, and venting at you. But i really just hope youd understand. I really do.
You told me, you wanted to be the person id fall back to. I really hope i can fall back on you right now. And i really hope youd tolerate with me if im really really moody these days. You know the reason and i really hope you understand. I really really hope you do know im not getting moody on purpose. Its like one moment i can sound so happy, then sad about sth with emotions all over like ):, then a second later i get angry. Im sorry ok. Im sorry i get grumpy. I just cant help it.
This sucks ok.. ): this sucks really badly )':