Posted on: Sunday, October 28, 2007
Posted at: 10/28/2007 10:58:00 AM
Posted at: 10/28/2007 10:58:00 AM
Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.
Harold R. McAlindon
If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put foundations under them.
Henry David Thoreau
Our greatest glory consist not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.
Oliver Goldsmith
Here are 3 quotes frm ppl who attain success in life. =) Hahas. Some of th quotes are rly amazing. Some inspirational quotes for ppl. Even me. Life is a road filled with ups n downs. It is a fair one. It is a matter of how u use ur failure as a stone to success. That is wat matters.
Everyone can and will reach their peak of success. I aint kidding. It is only a matter of time. And whether u wan it or not.
For eg, lyk now. Were students. After PSLE, diff sec schs. Ppl who gt in to schs lyk RI n RGS dun have to take their O lvls. So they will reach their success first. Those who are in gd schs lyk andersson and cresent gals also will reach their success but they have to take a longer route of taking Olvls. Even those in ITE can succeed if they work for it. But they wud have to take a longer route. A longer path to reach it. Everyone deserves success despite their position, and their race, religion and everything else.
Everyone cn n will reach success. Even when ure old, arnd 39, and u still have tat desire to study, u can take courses and then get a degree in smthing. Ryte? Lyk i told u, everyone can attain success. =DD
its oni a matter of time guys. a matter of time. ( :
99% hardwork & perseverance
1% only 1% intelligence
Mohd Danish Fawaz
Harold R. McAlindon
If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put foundations under them.
Henry David Thoreau
Our greatest glory consist not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.
Oliver Goldsmith
Here are 3 quotes frm ppl who attain success in life. =) Hahas. Some of th quotes are rly amazing. Some inspirational quotes for ppl. Even me. Life is a road filled with ups n downs. It is a fair one. It is a matter of how u use ur failure as a stone to success. That is wat matters.
Everyone can and will reach their peak of success. I aint kidding. It is only a matter of time. And whether u wan it or not.
For eg, lyk now. Were students. After PSLE, diff sec schs. Ppl who gt in to schs lyk RI n RGS dun have to take their O lvls. So they will reach their success first. Those who are in gd schs lyk andersson and cresent gals also will reach their success but they have to take a longer route of taking Olvls. Even those in ITE can succeed if they work for it. But they wud have to take a longer route. A longer path to reach it. Everyone deserves success despite their position, and their race, religion and everything else.
Everyone cn n will reach success. Even when ure old, arnd 39, and u still have tat desire to study, u can take courses and then get a degree in smthing. Ryte? Lyk i told u, everyone can attain success. =DD
its oni a matter of time guys. a matter of time. ( :
99% hardwork & perseverance
1% only 1% intelligence
Mohd Danish Fawaz
Posted on: Saturday, October 27, 2007
Posted at: 10/27/2007 10:56:00 AM
Posted at: 10/27/2007 10:56:00 AM
Since when was blogging nt about expressing ur feelings and ur emotions? Since when did it have to involve ur sch? Seriously, why cant i do as i please? Jus because of my sch? I thought blogging was about writing down ur feelings and emotions. But why do people have to criticize? Its my blog. MINE. and i deserve to write whatever shit i want to.
Outsiders please, if you don't like reading my post, thers always an X on the top right corner. The red one. Jus that. =) IM feeling down recently, why cant i write it down? Im nt like any of you. I don't have much frens as u do. Even the best fall down sometimes ok? I jus need a place where i can really express my sorrow. Maybe you wouldnt understand that. Ppl take things for granted. Even the slightest of things. Im sorry outsiders even ppl that know me. Sorry for writing such stuff jus because im in this sch. I'm sorry. Ill write more cheem and philosophical stuff, if thats what u want. (:
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what is life to you? What are friends to you? What do friends do to you? What do you deserve in life? Is it a road filled only with sorrow? Nah. Maybe not. It has its happiness. xD
Eh, whye so cheem arh? Or i forgot, im in this sch. So ppl expect me to be cheem n nt have feelings like any ppl who are nt in my sch.
Nways, ytd was a hit. Alif and oliveirodid wel!! But he didnt win. But yeah! haha. Great job bros! =DD Nabil won for solo category. He was super great. So emotional and so touching. ='( haha. Nice song and nice way he brought it. Seriously, he deserved to win. =)
Titus won the open category. It was cool yo. Seriously, he was hilarious. Haha. really cool jokes. =DD The night was memorable. With the songs and all. Kaushik! HAZIQ! Dun emo la man. Seriously, nt good yknow. Must be optimistic. =DD haha. Cheer up yeah dudes? =))
After that we went to eat at macs. (: haha. Reached home at 12 am. Found that parents wernt at home. So slp. =)) Todae woke up at 10. PIG. xP haha.
Eh, im bored. Wait. Todae my grandma's bday!! HAPPY BDAY!!! =DD haha. love her. =))
Outsiders please, if you don't like reading my post, thers always an X on the top right corner. The red one. Jus that. =) IM feeling down recently, why cant i write it down? Im nt like any of you. I don't have much frens as u do. Even the best fall down sometimes ok? I jus need a place where i can really express my sorrow. Maybe you wouldnt understand that. Ppl take things for granted. Even the slightest of things. Im sorry outsiders even ppl that know me. Sorry for writing such stuff jus because im in this sch. I'm sorry. Ill write more cheem and philosophical stuff, if thats what u want. (:
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what is life to you? What are friends to you? What do friends do to you? What do you deserve in life? Is it a road filled only with sorrow? Nah. Maybe not. It has its happiness. xD
Eh, whye so cheem arh? Or i forgot, im in this sch. So ppl expect me to be cheem n nt have feelings like any ppl who are nt in my sch.
Nways, ytd was a hit. Alif and oliveirodid wel!! But he didnt win. But yeah! haha. Great job bros! =DD Nabil won for solo category. He was super great. So emotional and so touching. ='( haha. Nice song and nice way he brought it. Seriously, he deserved to win. =)
Titus won the open category. It was cool yo. Seriously, he was hilarious. Haha. really cool jokes. =DD The night was memorable. With the songs and all. Kaushik! HAZIQ! Dun emo la man. Seriously, nt good yknow. Must be optimistic. =DD haha. Cheer up yeah dudes? =))
After that we went to eat at macs. (: haha. Reached home at 12 am. Found that parents wernt at home. So slp. =)) Todae woke up at 10. PIG. xP haha.
Eh, im bored. Wait. Todae my grandma's bday!! HAPPY BDAY!!! =DD haha. love her. =))
Posted on: Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Posted at: 10/24/2007 03:27:00 PM
Posted at: 10/24/2007 03:27:00 PM
H.A.F (:
To my true fren, H
you dot have to suffer ok? I mean, if they wan u to go with them to meet othrs smwhere and i too wana meet u, follow them. lyk i said, take th popular path. dont trouble urself. Dun get stressed up cause of this. Just follow them. cause u wud then be happy. I dun wan u to be stuck betwin me n them. U knew them earlier than me. So srsly, be with them. Ill still be here for u if they neglect u. Our frenship will last a lifetime, im sure it wil. Tc ok? be happy cause tat is wat matters. And thanks 4 all the things u have done for me. Being ther for me etc. thanks! U rock!
to H.A.F,
it will last guys. Trust me. Ill make sure it lasts even if we dun get to meet often. Ill rmb the times we had during the diff times during EOY. It was fun. I loved it. Hahas. dun get stressed up kay HAF? Jus go with the flow and ill always be ther for you all. =)
To my true fren, H
you dot have to suffer ok? I mean, if they wan u to go with them to meet othrs smwhere and i too wana meet u, follow them. lyk i said, take th popular path. dont trouble urself. Dun get stressed up cause of this. Just follow them. cause u wud then be happy. I dun wan u to be stuck betwin me n them. U knew them earlier than me. So srsly, be with them. Ill still be here for u if they neglect u. Our frenship will last a lifetime, im sure it wil. Tc ok? be happy cause tat is wat matters. And thanks 4 all the things u have done for me. Being ther for me etc. thanks! U rock!
to H.A.F,
it will last guys. Trust me. Ill make sure it lasts even if we dun get to meet often. Ill rmb the times we had during the diff times during EOY. It was fun. I loved it. Hahas. dun get stressed up kay HAF? Jus go with the flow and ill always be ther for you all. =)
Posted on: Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Posted at: 10/23/2007 06:40:00 PM
Posted at: 10/23/2007 06:40:00 PM
Whatcha doing tonight
I wish I could be
A fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Who's stealing your dreams
Why can't I breathe
You into my life
So tell me
What would it take
To make you see that I'm alive
If I was invisible
Then I could just
Watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could just tell
You where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
Wait, I already am
Saw your face in the crowd
I call out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could read
What goes through your mind
Oh baby
Wish you could touch me
With the colors of your life
If I was invisible (Yeah)
Then I could just
Watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could just tell
You where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
Wait, I already am
I'd make you mine tonight
(Invisible)
I'd make you mine tonight
I reach out
You don't even see me
(No you don't, No you don't)
Even when I scream out
Baby, you don't hear me
(You don'thear me)
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through
Invisible
Invisible
Invisible
If I was invisible
(Yeah)
Then I could just
Watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
If I was invisible
If I was invisible
Wait, I already am
I wish I could be
A fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Who's stealing your dreams
Why can't I breathe
You into my life
So tell me
What would it take
To make you see that I'm alive
If I was invisible
Then I could just
Watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could just tell
You where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
Wait, I already am
Saw your face in the crowd
I call out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could read
What goes through your mind
Oh baby
Wish you could touch me
With the colors of your life
If I was invisible (Yeah)
Then I could just
Watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could just tell
You where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
Wait, I already am
I'd make you mine tonight
(Invisible)
I'd make you mine tonight
I reach out
You don't even see me
(No you don't, No you don't)
Even when I scream out
Baby, you don't hear me
(You don'thear me)
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through
Invisible
Invisible
Invisible
If I was invisible
(Yeah)
Then I could just
Watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
If I was invisible
If I was invisible
Wait, I already am
Posted on: Thursday, October 18, 2007
Posted at: 10/18/2007 02:33:00 PM
Posted at: 10/18/2007 02:33:00 PM
Tags
' FARAH } : Hi. Hahas. I dun wana bother. =) Its home association of friends. H.A.F =)
random guy: Who are you? O_o Hahas. Nvm nvm. Thanks for tagging. =))
cass: Hey sis! Thanks arh! But dun bother much bout tat idiot la. =)) Love ya sis. =)
hakiim: ? Ure right but how is this relevant? U talking bout the bapak sedare? Or me?
karthik: I noe you wana make a fool out of me. Nt tat way la. Got better ways. ;D
jojo: Hahas. U dun wana noe bro wats happening cause i myself dunoe. I dunoe wat i did..
Sara& alisa: Thanks arh. But dun care bout tat dude la. He's just a paranoid bastard. =X Haha. Come la BSK, fite with me. =))
' FARAH } : Hi. Hahas. I dun wana bother. =) Its home association of friends. H.A.F =)
random guy: Who are you? O_o Hahas. Nvm nvm. Thanks for tagging. =))
cass: Hey sis! Thanks arh! But dun bother much bout tat idiot la. =)) Love ya sis. =)
hakiim: ? Ure right but how is this relevant? U talking bout the bapak sedare? Or me?
karthik: I noe you wana make a fool out of me. Nt tat way la. Got better ways. ;D
jojo: Hahas. U dun wana noe bro wats happening cause i myself dunoe. I dunoe wat i did..
Sara& alisa: Thanks arh. But dun care bout tat dude la. He's just a paranoid bastard. =X Haha. Come la BSK, fite with me. =))
Posted on: Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Posted at: 10/17/2007 08:47:00 PM
Posted at: 10/17/2007 08:47:00 PM
Seriously, whats everyone's problem?
Esp with that bapak sedare kau. Whats ur prob? I noe im nt a grt person, in fact im a bad person. But how did i disturb u? In wat way? IF i really did, can i noe how? So tat i can change tat. Who are you really? who are u to call me those names when you dun even DARE TO PUT UR REAL NAME WHILE TAGGING.
seriously, whats ur prob? If u really have a prob, u can tell me. Jus have a convo msn or talk with me and we settle it once and for all. tell me. since ure so grt until u can criticize ppl. IM also GOD's creation too. Jus like you. and i believe in second chances, third chances and lots of chances. Im giving you a chance ryte here. Ryte now. But if ure still stubborn n believe tat ure VERy grt then dun bother to take th chance. U wanted my attention and uve got it. =) happy?
sara and alisa, thanks. =)
and everyone. i jus wana clear everything up. Ryte now ryte here. U wana call me a flirt, go ahead. But i wana noe whye. Everyone deserves to noe whye. If ure brave enuf to call me a flirt then tell me th reason. Jus tel me. Im srsly very annoyed by all these nonsense. If you guys tink im a flirt jus because i mix arnd with gals , then fine. Cause i mix with them jus so to tell make them feel confortable to talk to you, then ure wrong. U guys are too quiet. TOO quiet. U all are too quiet. ive been trying so hard to be the person to make RG feel that RI is nice to talk to. but i get accused.. jus because u tink th gals talk to me more cause im handsome, dusent make me a flirt. Here, i noe ure gonna say i have EGO. then i can say u aso ahve ego wat. PRIDE.
Im close to them cause Nazihah, always wants me to go with them cause they feel its too quiet and they say only i can like relate to them. So wat was i supposed to do? Disappoint them? But when i followed wat they said, i got labeled as a flirt. Do u tink its fair? I noe most prob u say it wud. But deep inside u noe its nt. U tink i have all the time in the world to rly entertain RG alone?? Im also a human being. I also have probs myself. i guess u forgot that. Im doing all these for you guys. Bt maybe you dun realise. I guess its ok. IM nt trying to steal anyone. Ive been becoming the middle person if u had noticed but then u wud say tat u nvr asked me too. But i did it willingly. Here ure gonna call me action. Then when i list out wat ure gonna call me everytime, ure gonna call me action again because im blaming myself. Maybe i shudnt ahve done it. I guess i shudnt have done tat. Im sorry. Go ahead and have fun with them. I wun disturb you anymore. But then they wud ask me not to leave, then its my fault? Haix.. Nvm la. I tot u guys were matured enough to rly showcase justice. But nvm. I guess i myself isnt. I wun disturb ur affairs anymore
Esp with that bapak sedare kau. Whats ur prob? I noe im nt a grt person, in fact im a bad person. But how did i disturb u? In wat way? IF i really did, can i noe how? So tat i can change tat. Who are you really? who are u to call me those names when you dun even DARE TO PUT UR REAL NAME WHILE TAGGING.
seriously, whats ur prob? If u really have a prob, u can tell me. Jus have a convo msn or talk with me and we settle it once and for all. tell me. since ure so grt until u can criticize ppl. IM also GOD's creation too. Jus like you. and i believe in second chances, third chances and lots of chances. Im giving you a chance ryte here. Ryte now. But if ure still stubborn n believe tat ure VERy grt then dun bother to take th chance. U wanted my attention and uve got it. =) happy?
sara and alisa, thanks. =)
and everyone. i jus wana clear everything up. Ryte now ryte here. U wana call me a flirt, go ahead. But i wana noe whye. Everyone deserves to noe whye. If ure brave enuf to call me a flirt then tell me th reason. Jus tel me. Im srsly very annoyed by all these nonsense. If you guys tink im a flirt jus because i mix arnd with gals , then fine. Cause i mix with them jus so to tell make them feel confortable to talk to you, then ure wrong. U guys are too quiet. TOO quiet. U all are too quiet. ive been trying so hard to be the person to make RG feel that RI is nice to talk to. but i get accused.. jus because u tink th gals talk to me more cause im handsome, dusent make me a flirt. Here, i noe ure gonna say i have EGO. then i can say u aso ahve ego wat. PRIDE.
Im close to them cause Nazihah, always wants me to go with them cause they feel its too quiet and they say only i can like relate to them. So wat was i supposed to do? Disappoint them? But when i followed wat they said, i got labeled as a flirt. Do u tink its fair? I noe most prob u say it wud. But deep inside u noe its nt. U tink i have all the time in the world to rly entertain RG alone?? Im also a human being. I also have probs myself. i guess u forgot that. Im doing all these for you guys. Bt maybe you dun realise. I guess its ok. IM nt trying to steal anyone. Ive been becoming the middle person if u had noticed but then u wud say tat u nvr asked me too. But i did it willingly. Here ure gonna call me action. Then when i list out wat ure gonna call me everytime, ure gonna call me action again because im blaming myself. Maybe i shudnt ahve done it. I guess i shudnt have done tat. Im sorry. Go ahead and have fun with them. I wun disturb you anymore. But then they wud ask me not to leave, then its my fault? Haix.. Nvm la. I tot u guys were matured enough to rly showcase justice. But nvm. I guess i myself isnt. I wun disturb ur affairs anymore
Posted on: Friday, October 12, 2007
Posted at: 10/12/2007 07:17:00 PM
Posted at: 10/12/2007 07:17:00 PM
SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL. =DD
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. SORRY FOR EVERYTHING THAT IVE DONE WRONG. =))
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. SORRY FOR EVERYTHING THAT IVE DONE WRONG. =))
Posted on: Thursday, October 11, 2007
Posted at: 10/11/2007 07:39:00 PM
Posted at: 10/11/2007 07:39:00 PM
I still do love you...
But i feel a relationship is just nt right at this moment.
I don't know but if we do..
im afraid of hurting you...
I do love you but a relationship..
haish.. im sorry but i dun wan a relationship anymore..
not now.. maybe in th future..
we can love each other but nt have a relationship..
but.. i dunoe... i still do have feelings for you..
i feel that a relationship wud get me to smtimes neglect you..
and i dun wan that to happen cause i love you.. yes i do..
im sorry..
I LOVE YOU but i just feel i wud nt succeed in a relationship..
Im really sorry..
im sorry bt.. i jus feel better being single..
Im sorry my dear..
I dun wan this to affect you..
i wan us to still be close frens who love each other..
i wan us to rmb 09/09/07
A day specially for us..
ill always rmb tat date..
and of course you.. cause YOU mean a lot to me..
Ill rmb you always ELMO..
HEY YO! hahas. EOY's finally OVER! yeah. over. YAY! Hahas.. Im so glad. Cant wait for raya! HARI RAYA!! miss my cousins.. hahas. =DD Im gonna help my dad with stuff tmr so wun be online. SMS me ok? night then ill be online.. Hahas.. And sat, sun, mon, tues, wun be online i tink. Hahas. No one cares anyway.. hahas..
These few days have been hard and easy for me.. Hahas.. but thanks to two ppl. and they noe hu they are. the thing u guys gave is really nice. =)) Thanks..
Sorry to most ppl..
TAGS
Sabrina: Hey miss. xDD =DD
Alyssa: Hahas. Postman? Lols. =DD
joey: Hahas. =))
aki: I noe hu u r la. Nways, thanks but i dun really care much. But i still wana noe. =))
But i feel a relationship is just nt right at this moment.
I don't know but if we do..
im afraid of hurting you...
I do love you but a relationship..
haish.. im sorry but i dun wan a relationship anymore..
not now.. maybe in th future..
we can love each other but nt have a relationship..
but.. i dunoe... i still do have feelings for you..
i feel that a relationship wud get me to smtimes neglect you..
and i dun wan that to happen cause i love you.. yes i do..
im sorry..
I LOVE YOU but i just feel i wud nt succeed in a relationship..
Im really sorry..
im sorry bt.. i jus feel better being single..
Im sorry my dear..
I dun wan this to affect you..
i wan us to still be close frens who love each other..
i wan us to rmb 09/09/07
A day specially for us..
ill always rmb tat date..
and of course you.. cause YOU mean a lot to me..
Ill rmb you always ELMO..
HEY YO! hahas. EOY's finally OVER! yeah. over. YAY! Hahas.. Im so glad. Cant wait for raya! HARI RAYA!! miss my cousins.. hahas. =DD Im gonna help my dad with stuff tmr so wun be online. SMS me ok? night then ill be online.. Hahas.. And sat, sun, mon, tues, wun be online i tink. Hahas. No one cares anyway.. hahas..
These few days have been hard and easy for me.. Hahas.. but thanks to two ppl. and they noe hu they are. the thing u guys gave is really nice. =)) Thanks..
Sorry to most ppl..
TAGS
Sabrina: Hey miss. xDD =DD
Alyssa: Hahas. Postman? Lols. =DD
joey: Hahas. =))
aki: I noe hu u r la. Nways, thanks but i dun really care much. But i still wana noe. =))
Posted on: Monday, October 08, 2007
Posted at: 10/08/2007 09:26:00 PM
Posted at: 10/08/2007 09:26:00 PM
Haix.. I guess its really all ovr.. After a few things and its ovr. Haix.. two frendships in one go. GONE. haix. I jus wish i can get them back. i really want them back. naz.. farah.. haiz.. i guess its jus my fault.. i was really stupid to have lost my temper n all. I should have been more tolerant. Haix.. Sorry both of you.
Nazihah: Sorry for everything. I noe you were always there for me. I failed to do th same. Im really sorry. Thanks for everything. Tc ok? Ure a grt gal n u noe it. U will excel in life. =)) Tc..
Farah: Maybe i cant call u sis anymore. Ure a wonderful person. U always wanted to change for the better for me but i never allowed u to. Haix. IM really sorry. I guess i was following my heart too much. Thanks 4 everything farah. =))
And murnira, im rly sorry for everything. For blaming you helping him etc. really sorry. Haix.. I noe sorry doesnt change evrything. Haix.. No longer seeing you guys. guess ull have a better life without me. Without having to llisten to my stupidity and stuff... gd luck th 3 of you. Jus forget that ther was nvr a guy named danish in ur life. =)
Nazihah: Sorry for everything. I noe you were always there for me. I failed to do th same. Im really sorry. Thanks for everything. Tc ok? Ure a grt gal n u noe it. U will excel in life. =)) Tc..
Farah: Maybe i cant call u sis anymore. Ure a wonderful person. U always wanted to change for the better for me but i never allowed u to. Haix. IM really sorry. I guess i was following my heart too much. Thanks 4 everything farah. =))
And murnira, im rly sorry for everything. For blaming you helping him etc. really sorry. Haix.. I noe sorry doesnt change evrything. Haix.. No longer seeing you guys. guess ull have a better life without me. Without having to llisten to my stupidity and stuff... gd luck th 3 of you. Jus forget that ther was nvr a guy named danish in ur life. =)
Posted on: Sunday, October 07, 2007
Posted at: 10/07/2007 05:04:00 PM
Posted at: 10/07/2007 05:04:00 PM
TAGS
Dini: Hahas. Im trying to. =/ U can lah! Last paper on mond. =__="
Farah: Hahas. Relinked. =)) I wan to suffer alone. =))
Nurul: I dunoe. Tis is th worst emo state ive evr been in. =/ tsk..
Siti: Okay. Thanks! n linked. =))
Haziq: O_o O.O U ok or not?
Maria: Okayy. Ill try. =)) Selamat hari raya too. =)) N relinked. =)
Geraldine: hahas. Im emo i noe. =)) Hahas. Okay.. thanks..
Dini: Hahas. Im trying to. =/ U can lah! Last paper on mond. =__="
Farah: Hahas. Relinked. =)) I wan to suffer alone. =))
Nurul: I dunoe. Tis is th worst emo state ive evr been in. =/ tsk..
Siti: Okay. Thanks! n linked. =))
Haziq: O_o O.O U ok or not?
Maria: Okayy. Ill try. =)) Selamat hari raya too. =)) N relinked. =)
Geraldine: hahas. Im emo i noe. =)) Hahas. Okay.. thanks..
Posted on:
Posted at: 10/07/2007 12:27:00 PM
Posted at: 10/07/2007 12:27:00 PM
Maybe its just me. I shouldnt have done all these. I should not feel this way. Feeling all stupid and maybe jealous. Maybe its just me. When i see that name, i suddenly feel so fcuked up. Its kinda unfair. Ive done more than the person but the person gets more attention. I guess im wat they call it, attention seeker. I dunoe. Maybe i am seeking attention. But i think i deserve much more ok? Blame me for being stupid. For being there for each and everyone of you. Blame me. I should have know that i wun get anything in return but then I should also have been WISE enough to realise that i should not expect anything in return. Wtf to me then. Blame me for everything. The people i care about the most dun even care bout me. Maybe they do care but i dun see it. So maybe it's my fault again. for not seeing it.
Maybe I know why people don't care about me. Maybe im too emotional and troublesome until they are too fed up and they do not wanna care anymore. It's kinda correct huh? It's kinda stupid right? Maybe all these while i don't deserve to have any friends at all. I'm sorry if i sound really mean. But i know some of you out there really care. But what hurts me is that the ppl whom i was EXPECTING to care do not really care. Haish. I should have known. I'm sorry for being troublesome to any of you. I gotta get back to my revision for CSp now. Maybe i cant. Haish. Luckily my history ovr. If nt die. Im nt blaming any of you for getting me distracted and all. I guess im really emo. Emo FCUK. like haziq said. Hahas. I just don't get it. But sometimes i also feel that i am the cause of everything. Ya Allah, tolong aku. I need your guidance.. I need you in my heart. Im just super confused.. Haix., Ya Allah, tolong aku..
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Posted at: 10/07/2007 10:50:00 AM
Posted at: 10/07/2007 10:50:00 AM
I'm feeling absolutely confused.. I don't know.. Confused about love.. about life.. Exams.. About evrything.. I dun wana hurt anyone.. I shudnt have done all these in the first place.. Haix.. Im really sorry Elmo.. Im really sorry YOU.. I just dunoe wat im feeling now.. Im really sorry everyone..
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Posted at: 10/07/2007 10:33:00 AM
Posted at: 10/07/2007 10:33:00 AM
Hvent started on my chinese revision. Feel as if i dun care. I hate it now.. Wats the use of it? Its pulling down my marks anyway. grr.. Song on my blog. Its nice.. I dunoe why..
Posted on: Saturday, October 06, 2007
Posted at: 10/06/2007 08:19:00 PM
Posted at: 10/06/2007 08:19:00 PM
tags
Geraldine: Yeah.. I will try to.. Yeah.. we will.. i hope..
Haziq: Both. =)
Joey: Yup. Buddy, u have it. I trust u. =))
sara: Thanks.. Ill try to smile. I noe i promised but its quite difficult now.. Sorry sara.. Hahas. Spam? ok..
Sabrina: U spammed huh? Thanks gal. I smiled. Hahs. Flying colour birds? Hahas. Thanks for spamming. =)) Ill try to cheer up.
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Its not good being popular and well known among people.. Not good. Trust me.. Not being ego.. But esp when ure so called "handsome" Haix.. I wished i was not well known so i didnt have to go through all these suffering.. Haix.. I wish i cud cheer up. But i cant. I dun wan elmo to noe. I dun wan her to suffer too. I wana suffer alone. Lyk i used to in primary school. Haix.. At least u dun hurt others.. Maybe i get so hurt easily. Haix.. I wish i did not meet anyone of th opp gender. It wud have been so easy. Its my fault.. I shudnt have been so sociable.. Haix..
I wish i was back in primary school. I miss joey..
Geraldine: Yeah.. I will try to.. Yeah.. we will.. i hope..
Haziq: Both. =)
Joey: Yup. Buddy, u have it. I trust u. =))
sara: Thanks.. Ill try to smile. I noe i promised but its quite difficult now.. Sorry sara.. Hahas. Spam? ok..
Sabrina: U spammed huh? Thanks gal. I smiled. Hahs. Flying colour birds? Hahas. Thanks for spamming. =)) Ill try to cheer up.
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Its not good being popular and well known among people.. Not good. Trust me.. Not being ego.. But esp when ure so called "handsome" Haix.. I wished i was not well known so i didnt have to go through all these suffering.. Haix.. I wish i cud cheer up. But i cant. I dun wan elmo to noe. I dun wan her to suffer too. I wana suffer alone. Lyk i used to in primary school. Haix.. At least u dun hurt others.. Maybe i get so hurt easily. Haix.. I wish i did not meet anyone of th opp gender. It wud have been so easy. Its my fault.. I shudnt have been so sociable.. Haix..
I wish i was back in primary school. I miss joey..
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Posted at: 10/06/2007 11:29:00 AM
Posted at: 10/06/2007 11:29:00 AM
Feelings.. Feelings sometimes can go out of hand.
But why? Are all these jus my imagination of reality?
I don't even know why, can?
Please, someone... Jus kill me.. With the meanest cruelty...
I guess its time for me to just let go..
My heart pounds madly as if its gonna stop..
This is no ride on an Alfa Romeo..
Maybe it is, but i must stop before I drop..
I jus wana cry..
But i cant.. Its a mystery..
I cant lie..
Is this wat life is supposed to be? Suffering n Cruelty?
I have seen peace...
I have seen pain...
Resting on the shoulders on ppl's name..
But i tink i gave my own name a miss..
Grr... I feel so broken up..
and i give up..
Tears drying on my face..
My joy gone without a trace.
I dun see anymore bravry in my eyes..
Only sadness..
Houses burn beyond recognition..
Smell of death in the air..
Maybe its jus EOYs..
Or some of them call it FYE..
My spirit is no longer high..
They are jus taking a toll on me..
Its getting harder n harder to breathe..
All the stress engulfing me..
My mum once told me of a myth..
That stress is just temparory..
Now i know myths don't exist..
A well -manipulated pile of stupidity..
Its even harder than my fist..
The feelings in me..
But why? Are all these jus my imagination of reality?
I don't even know why, can?
Please, someone... Jus kill me.. With the meanest cruelty...
I guess its time for me to just let go..
My heart pounds madly as if its gonna stop..
This is no ride on an Alfa Romeo..
Maybe it is, but i must stop before I drop..
I jus wana cry..
But i cant.. Its a mystery..
I cant lie..
Is this wat life is supposed to be? Suffering n Cruelty?
I have seen peace...
I have seen pain...
Resting on the shoulders on ppl's name..
But i tink i gave my own name a miss..
Grr... I feel so broken up..
and i give up..
Tears drying on my face..
My joy gone without a trace.
I dun see anymore bravry in my eyes..
Only sadness..
Houses burn beyond recognition..
Smell of death in the air..
Maybe its jus EOYs..
Or some of them call it FYE..
My spirit is no longer high..
They are jus taking a toll on me..
Its getting harder n harder to breathe..
All the stress engulfing me..
My mum once told me of a myth..
That stress is just temparory..
Now i know myths don't exist..
A well -manipulated pile of stupidity..
Its even harder than my fist..
The feelings in me..
Posted on: Thursday, October 04, 2007
Posted at: 10/04/2007 06:40:00 PM
Posted at: 10/04/2007 06:40:00 PM
Is this the end?
No please don't let it be..
I jus cant stop th running thought in my mind.
I feel so afraid..
So scared..
Maybe its just me..
Or maybe its real..
Please tell me so..
Are WE gonna end?
Hey guys, eng ppr tmr. Hahas. N malay too. Wish the best for me. =)) Hahas. EOY starting. Till we meet again. Adios. N gd luck everyone!
No please don't let it be..
I jus cant stop th running thought in my mind.
I feel so afraid..
So scared..
Maybe its just me..
Or maybe its real..
Please tell me so..
Are WE gonna end?
Hey guys, eng ppr tmr. Hahas. N malay too. Wish the best for me. =)) Hahas. EOY starting. Till we meet again. Adios. N gd luck everyone!
Posted on: Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Posted at: 10/03/2007 07:52:00 PM
Posted at: 10/03/2007 07:52:00 PM
I feel so stupid man. To actually believe wat one said. I shudnt have believed you. Its not real. I noe im nt wat u say i am. I noe im nt as cheerful. Maybe u jus said tat jus to cheer me up. Actions are much better than words. I dun really understand the whole lot of u. U said u cared but im abandoned? wow.. Thanks..
I noe they are very fun la. I noe im troublesome n EMO. ryte? Fine la. Go ahead. I noe ure jus acting to care. BUt u actually dun. I noe they are more fun than me. BUT i believe i have done more for you than them. But oh well.. Its normal for one to forget a person tat has helped. But oh nvm.. I shall nt flare up. I shudnt have known. Trust me, i WUN ever believe wateva u say frm now ok? Esp YOU.
And another u, frm th same lot. Maybe ure ryte. I am th person hu layan u th most. BUT i dun get layan man. WTF? Nvm. I noe i shudnt expect anything in return. Oh well.. Its jus me.. IM always treated this way. All stupid. Nvm..
RMB THIS. I AINT GONNA BE "SPECIAL" IN UR LIVES EVER AGAIN.
I noe they are very fun la. I noe im troublesome n EMO. ryte? Fine la. Go ahead. I noe ure jus acting to care. BUt u actually dun. I noe they are more fun than me. BUT i believe i have done more for you than them. But oh well.. Its normal for one to forget a person tat has helped. But oh nvm.. I shall nt flare up. I shudnt have known. Trust me, i WUN ever believe wateva u say frm now ok? Esp YOU.
And another u, frm th same lot. Maybe ure ryte. I am th person hu layan u th most. BUT i dun get layan man. WTF? Nvm. I noe i shudnt expect anything in return. Oh well.. Its jus me.. IM always treated this way. All stupid. Nvm..
RMB THIS. I AINT GONNA BE "SPECIAL" IN UR LIVES EVER AGAIN.
Posted on: Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Posted at: 10/02/2007 07:27:00 PM
Posted at: 10/02/2007 07:27:00 PM
TAGS
Alyssa: Haiyo. tsktsk. Never learn. BAd gal. xDD Thanks yo!! =DD
Dini: YUPP YUPP!! Can can. YaY!!! =DD
Addie: Yeah!! =DD TH spirit we shud be havign!! WEE!~
GER: Yupps!! u MUST!! =DD
Nurul: Yay!! U gting addicted to it. WEETS!!~=DD
Mur: Sorry lah. Hehe. Blame sara for tagging me. =))
farah: Thanks thanks!! =DD U rock too!! =DD
Nicole: Ermss.. LEts see.. HAri raya spirit?? xDD
Gie: Wokay sis. =)) relinked.
Sara: SARA!! How dare u spamm my blog. =__= Grr. IM gonna get u one day. XPP Luckily uve got no blog.. =__=
Okayy. Those are th tags yo. Hahas. =))
Alyssa: Haiyo. tsktsk. Never learn. BAd gal. xDD Thanks yo!! =DD
Dini: YUPP YUPP!! Can can. YaY!!! =DD
Addie: Yeah!! =DD TH spirit we shud be havign!! WEE!~
GER: Yupps!! u MUST!! =DD
Nurul: Yay!! U gting addicted to it. WEETS!!~=DD
Mur: Sorry lah. Hehe. Blame sara for tagging me. =))
farah: Thanks thanks!! =DD U rock too!! =DD
Nicole: Ermss.. LEts see.. HAri raya spirit?? xDD
Gie: Wokay sis. =)) relinked.
Sara: SARA!! How dare u spamm my blog. =__= Grr. IM gonna get u one day. XPP Luckily uve got no blog.. =__=
Okayy. Those are th tags yo. Hahas. =))
Posted on: Monday, October 01, 2007
Posted at: 10/01/2007 09:38:00 PM
Posted at: 10/01/2007 09:38:00 PM
Im really worried bout you.. I cant figure out wats wrong with you. Sorry i can be ther with u ryte now to lend u my shoulders. Im really sorry.. I jus dun wan u to be stress up now ok? Dun be afraid ok? I promise you. Im also afraid.. Hahas.. Im always here for you okay? its jus an sms n a call away. Sms me even at 3am in e morning. Pls.. Cheer up ok? I really care bout u n i really love you.. Cheer up ok?
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Posted at: 10/01/2007 07:50:00 PM
Posted at: 10/01/2007 07:50:00 PM
SARA tagged me so i guess ill do th stupid quiz anyway. xDD
Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tagged you is?
SARA!!! Grr..
2. Your relationship with her is:
A good fren. =)
3. Your 5 impressions of her:Clever? Cute?Short? =X Nice? and Frenly?
4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?
Erms.. Lets see.. Nth? Or wait.. hmm.. GAVE ME HER STARE. =__=
5. The most memorable words she had said to you?
Hmm.. I dunoe...
6. If she becomes your lover, you will?
Ill be superly excited but angry at her for breaking my bro's heart. Hahas. Kidding sara! =)) But i n her will nvr be tgt. =))
7. If she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be?
Her shyness? Hahas. I dunoe..
8. If she becomes your enemy you will?
I will surrender because her stare is enough to break my limbs. xDD
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
I dunoe. Maybe because i hate her?
11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
A nice n cheerful gal who is frenly n a grt fren. =))
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Err.. Egoistic? I dunoe..
13. The character you love of yourself is?
DEEP!! Counselling!! =DD
14. the most ideal person you want to be is?
Hmm.. myself! =DD
15. for people that care and like you, say something to them:
Thank you!! (: Very mucch!! LOVE YOU whoever you are. =DD
16. pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.
(Maybe a little sabotage will be fun. XPP)
1. SARA xPP
2. Alyssa
3. Nazihah
4.Farah Natalya
5. Izhar
6. Haziq
7. Alif
8. Murnira
9. Geraldine
10. Joey!
-Who is no.6 (Haziq) having relationship with?
Hmm.. I wonder.. XDD
-No.9 (GEr) a male or female?
Female? A pretty one. xDD
-7 (Alif) and 10 (Joey)are together, will it be a good thing?
Hmm... Maybe not. Joey faithful to junzhi. N they dun even noe each other
-How bout no.5 (Iza) and 8 (Mur) ?
Omg... WWEETSS!!
-What is no.2 (Alyssa) studying about?
Hmm.. All normal student’s subjects? Or maybe a little bit more? xDD
-When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 (Nazihah) ?
Jus now!! Hahas. =))
-What kind of music band does no.8 (Mur) like?
Rock? I dunoe. Emo? xDD
-Does no.1 (Sara) has any siblings ?
Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr………… I dunoe.. She looks lyk th oni child but hu knows? Hmm. Gotta ask her. Hahas.
-Will you woo no.3(Nazihah)
No man! Shes my best fren!! =DD
-How about no.7 (Alif) ?
Basket.. Sara, wat kind of a quiz is this? =__=
-is no.4 (Farah) single ?
Hmm.. I wonder..
-What is the surname of no.5 (Iza) ?
Jumadi??
-What is the nickname of no.10 (Joey!) ?
Hmm.. Marsmallow? Nt sure. But i love to call her junior. =DD
-What is the hobby of no.4 (Farah) ?
Crap? Dunoe.. Mayb crap mostly..
-Do no.5 (Iza) and 9 (Ger) get along well?
Hmm.. I tink so? dunoe bout this..
-Where is no.2 (Alyssa) studying at?
Cresent gals
-Talk something casually about no.1 (Sara) ?
A nice gal. A cute one perhaps n shes frenly. Hahas. Er.. BUt her stare creeps me out.. *chills*
-Have you try developing feelings for no.8 (Mur)?
No no no no.. Never.. =))
-Where does no.9 ( Ger )live at?
Yew tee? Nt sure..
-Are no.1 (Sara) and 5 (iza) best friends?
Dun tink so.. Er.. Sara? Iza? Help here..
-Does no.7 (Alif) likes no.2 (Alyssa) ?
Er.. no? Cause they barely noe each other..
-How do you get to know no.2 (Alyssa) ?
Hmm.. Iza? Wait.. By dini's secret bday meeting. =))
-Does no.1 (sara) have any pets?
Hmm.. I dunoe.. But in school she has many pets hu cant talk. (if u get wat i mean) XPP Sorry..
-is no.7 (Alif) the sexiest person in the world?
Hmm. He has six packs.. Well.. Hmm.. U gotta ask a gal man. IM nt A GAY!! =___=
And that is the end of my quiz. Those ten people are tagged! Sara get twice. XPPP Yay!
Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tagged you is?
SARA!!! Grr..
2. Your relationship with her is:
A good fren. =)
3. Your 5 impressions of her:Clever? Cute?Short? =X Nice? and Frenly?
4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?
Erms.. Lets see.. Nth? Or wait.. hmm.. GAVE ME HER STARE. =__=
5. The most memorable words she had said to you?
Hmm.. I dunoe...
6. If she becomes your lover, you will?
Ill be superly excited but angry at her for breaking my bro's heart. Hahas. Kidding sara! =)) But i n her will nvr be tgt. =))
7. If she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be?
Her shyness? Hahas. I dunoe..
8. If she becomes your enemy you will?
I will surrender because her stare is enough to break my limbs. xDD
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
I dunoe. Maybe because i hate her?
11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
A nice n cheerful gal who is frenly n a grt fren. =))
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Err.. Egoistic? I dunoe..
13. The character you love of yourself is?
DEEP!! Counselling!! =DD
14. the most ideal person you want to be is?
Hmm.. myself! =DD
15. for people that care and like you, say something to them:
Thank you!! (: Very mucch!! LOVE YOU whoever you are. =DD
16. pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.
(Maybe a little sabotage will be fun. XPP)
1. SARA xPP
2. Alyssa
3. Nazihah
4.Farah Natalya
5. Izhar
6. Haziq
7. Alif
8. Murnira
9. Geraldine
10. Joey!
-Who is no.6 (Haziq) having relationship with?
Hmm.. I wonder.. XDD
-No.9 (GEr) a male or female?
Female? A pretty one. xDD
-7 (Alif) and 10 (Joey)are together, will it be a good thing?
Hmm... Maybe not. Joey faithful to junzhi. N they dun even noe each other
-How bout no.5 (Iza) and 8 (Mur) ?
Omg... WWEETSS!!
-What is no.2 (Alyssa) studying about?
Hmm.. All normal student’s subjects? Or maybe a little bit more? xDD
-When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 (Nazihah) ?
Jus now!! Hahas. =))
-What kind of music band does no.8 (Mur) like?
Rock? I dunoe. Emo? xDD
-Does no.1 (Sara) has any siblings ?
Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr………… I dunoe.. She looks lyk th oni child but hu knows? Hmm. Gotta ask her. Hahas.
-Will you woo no.3(Nazihah)
No man! Shes my best fren!! =DD
-How about no.7 (Alif) ?
Basket.. Sara, wat kind of a quiz is this? =__=
-is no.4 (Farah) single ?
Hmm.. I wonder..
-What is the surname of no.5 (Iza) ?
Jumadi??
-What is the nickname of no.10 (Joey!) ?
Hmm.. Marsmallow? Nt sure. But i love to call her junior. =DD
-What is the hobby of no.4 (Farah) ?
Crap? Dunoe.. Mayb crap mostly..
-Do no.5 (Iza) and 9 (Ger) get along well?
Hmm.. I tink so? dunoe bout this..
-Where is no.2 (Alyssa) studying at?
Cresent gals
-Talk something casually about no.1 (Sara) ?
A nice gal. A cute one perhaps n shes frenly. Hahas. Er.. BUt her stare creeps me out.. *chills*
-Have you try developing feelings for no.8 (Mur)?
No no no no.. Never.. =))
-Where does no.9 ( Ger )live at?
Yew tee? Nt sure..
-Are no.1 (Sara) and 5 (iza) best friends?
Dun tink so.. Er.. Sara? Iza? Help here..
-Does no.7 (Alif) likes no.2 (Alyssa) ?
Er.. no? Cause they barely noe each other..
-How do you get to know no.2 (Alyssa) ?
Hmm.. Iza? Wait.. By dini's secret bday meeting. =))
-Does no.1 (sara) have any pets?
Hmm.. I dunoe.. But in school she has many pets hu cant talk. (if u get wat i mean) XPP Sorry..
-is no.7 (Alif) the sexiest person in the world?
Hmm. He has six packs.. Well.. Hmm.. U gotta ask a gal man. IM nt A GAY!! =___=
And that is the end of my quiz. Those ten people are tagged! Sara get twice. XPPP Yay!