Posted at: 12/31/2008 10:41:00 PM
2008 last few dedications
You!;
You! hehe. all i have to say is, may the new year be a better year fr you. you stay strong kaes? ): i taknak u sedihsedih cause of what just happened rcently tauu. taknak. ): nnti u tak cute. i nak u happyhappy slalu. Whatever ure gg thru, rmbr tau, im with you all the way. beside you always. i knw 2008 has been a bad year fr you. and the ending is just ridiculous but 2008 has also been a great year kaes. just recall those four words that u said to me tau. (: i hope u rmbr the stuff i gave you, the stuff we went through. (: hehe. ily laaa kaes. tckcr tauu! and happy new year dear. (:
Aqilah Daughterku;
daughter! i know ure feeling very very upset now. But 2009 will be a better year kaes. I knw itd be a better year k. Life is a balance. Full of crap and full of great stuff too k. trust me. Im here fr you always. Suharti and the others too k. stay strong please. (: and cheer up! happy new year daughter. loves~
Aqilah Kentotku;
Kentot! ure very cute okay. naz & umairah says so too! rmbr KFC? hehe. ure one with a cheerful personality kae. (: Stay cool always k. And anything im here fr you kae. (:
LOVES TO THE OTHERS TOO.
SYGKU,SHAFIQAH, NINIE, RAHA, SITI AISHAH, FARID, SYARIF, ATIK, SUFILIYANA, LYZA, ATIKAH, NATALIE, FAIZUL, IDRIS, IQBAL, HAZIQ, SADRINA, SUHARTI, ALIAH, MUHAMMAD IBNU NORDIN, ANISA, SHALEEN, HERINNA, KARTHIK, 2G 08, AHMAD LUTFI, HAFEEZ, NAZRI, FAWWAZ, ADIK AKU, ADIK AKU LAGI SATU, HANIF, ANDDD EVERYONEEEEE ELSEEEEEEE. ;DDDDD
2008 has been a wonderful year. from malaysian montage, your bday, ymc launch, rafflesian spotlight to campteen. yup! hehe. 2009 will be great. <33
HAPPY NEW YEAR! HAPPY 2009! ;D
Posted at: 12/31/2008 01:57:00 PM
"no.."
hehe. your voice is superrrrrrr cuteeeee. <3
Posted at: 12/30/2008 12:17:00 PM
Hehe. hello. (:

Natalie Tan (:
D&D was funn! it was great making new frens and meeting up with old frens. awesomeee. (: Sape tak pergi/ tak dapat pergi rugi ):
but nvrmmm. Anyway, im uploading a few pics onlyy. cause the files are soo big. ><
And... we had an air jamming session. (: pretty cool eh? retarded -.-
Posted at: 12/25/2008 09:25:00 PM
Posted at: 12/22/2008 09:52:00 PM
I never used to lure myself to the luxury side of life. I was a very down-to-earth guy. I never ever expected anything in return. Karthik made me realised how much difference and change ive gone through within my two years being in the same class as him. I can tell, hes been watching and listening and certainly learning. Learning more about the behaviour and the characteristics that i possess. Hes been quietly trying to make out a deeper understanding of my life. He has been one that watches the things and mistakes that i did but doesnt do anything about it, purely because he doesnt know how to put things together.
Certainly, he has realised that ive changed. However, he still believes that deep inside me, lies a person just desperately waiting to come out and shine. A person who is more intact with his priorities. A person who realises that its not what things you do, its how you do it. Its the process and not the result. Karthik has been undeniably unbiased. Thank you mann. I realy needed it.
Thanks muchh. And it is really a pity that we're not in the same class. But good luck to you. (:
Keep on striving, keep on hoping, keep on believing and never stop trying. (:
Posted at: 12/22/2008 08:06:00 PM
I guess some ppl were right when they said danish cant do anything right. Come to think of it, yeah, i cant do anyth right can i?
Today i got really upset and down. I couldnt even do such simple steps. I guess that makes me a total loser, doesnt it? I tried and I just cudnt do them. I dont knw. I feel like giving up. totally. But i dont want to disappoint her... Or have i already done so? ): I dont want her to think that im just helping her and not putting my best in it. But I am. I wished I could have gotten better guys but i couldnt. But yup, theyre a joy to the group. They make the others laugh and smile and lower that level of tension in the practices that we have. Without them, it could have gotten boring and very uptight.
I really feel like giving up. I really do. I cant do anything right at all. gosh. Mummy doesnt know im physically unwell. And im not planning to tell her. ><>
Sometimes i get really frustrated when the guys fool around 'cause im just afraid that they might screw the whole dance up. But, i hope itd turn out great. (: I dont know whether saying okay in the first place was a great idea now. Maybe i shouldnt have agreed to help. Maybe i should have realised that Id just be a disappointment in being a member and a leader of the guys. But i did. And i guess i cant back out now. Ive a feeling they dislike me now. Sorry. ): I know I cant dance, i know that this whole thing of me helping ya'll out is turning into something really shaky and unstable. Im sorry that i decided to help. I didnt know that itd turn out bad. ><>
Im sorry. I really feel like walking away cause i know this would destroy the whole thing. The thing that you guys have been working on for a short time, but awesomely pulled it through and came up with whatever you guys have. I am really so darn sorryy yeah. I guess i really really cant do anything right.
Gosh. Bloggie, help.
I guess im disappointing her right now.
Im disappointing everyone till they have to make do with whatever they have now.
I dont know if its just my feelings.
I dont know if they feel im just disappointing and not great anymore.
I dont know what shes feeling right now.
Yes, im not alright. Im unwell. Im upset.
But its ok, id just make this little sacrifice of my time and strength for her.
Its gonna come soon anyways. yup.
Thanks bloggie. Thanks for listening. (:
<3
Posted at: 12/17/2008 12:01:00 AM
Tags! (:
Hazirah: Hello yellow girllo! hehe. hi irah! (:
Aqilah: hehes. yelahh. ape je tauuu. not gatal but suke my adqq. but okay. hehe.
Karthik: hey bro! (: sorry i cant go out muchh these hols. i just have a lot of things to settle ): and yes! hols are passing by so fast ): i dont want it to go away. and i dont wana be in a different class frm youu man. ): not funn. All the best with ur tamil book okay. jiayou! (: haha. nara nara. is she gonna be ur teacher again? O_o
Qiller: hahas. everyths now okay kan ? but... i think its still unstable >< gosh. nvrmm! bersabar okay! anyth im here. (:
Salmah: hehes. yes. aliahs reply is aliah is niceee. hmm.. now my reply to you is salmah is erm.. not nice? k wait. i dont knwww. >< nice laaa kaes.
Joey: I miss you too buddy ): i want play bball leh. ):
Yana: hey gal! hehe. we are in touch okay. (: hehes. must keep in contact always tauu. and see you fr D&D! (:
Ais: ape jee laaa ais ni. hmm.. found whaat? my blog? -.- hehe. hmm. i found urs earlier! blehs. apeeeee laaaa. and i want you go D&D ): go go go! ): Gue rindu bgt sama kamu juga sik! ):
Alisa: i very malas nak tukar skinnn! and this skin very nice okays. hehe. relinked btw! and nice url -.-
Aqilah: Gubu Gubu! (:
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K nights! (:
Posted at: 12/09/2008 12:54:00 AM
ALIAH : ALIAH IS NICEEE <3
AQILAAH : im nt pmsing ok! ): tak baekkkkk. ): hmph. and u gatal laaa. my adq aso u want. tsktsk. bad aqilaah! XPP
SHAFIQAH: hahas. i miss you too right! ape je laaa. mepek! XP hmm.. anyway, thanks kae. i will not get that org minyak to haunt you. hehe. give u leeway. hahas. hmm.. muahehe is when ure laughing when ure eating a banana. ;D
YANA: hey you! omggg. lame tak jumpeeee. must meet up soon kae. ;Dwill link u asap!
ZHIROU: haha. hey. will link u and tag u asap kae. (:
QISTINA: omggg. you posted it! its nt hot! i look so damn retarded laa youuu. -.-
SHALEEN: hey you! OMGG SHALEEEEEEENNNNNNN. yaaaa. u long time never talk to me already. and yes! i majok alr ): hmph. tckcr okay! go fr ymc sessions ! (:
NICOLE: MEI MEI! (:
NIGEL: WASSUP WOMAN! SIULA!
SHERMAINE SEE: Hey you! (: longgg time since i saw you):
Me: yeah! ure a great person! (: whoever you are..
JOANNA: helooooooooooo. <3
Some asshole: hey some asshole! (:
AZURA: hey azuraaaaaaaaa. hehe. will link u asap kaes.
TADADA!
And it has been ages since i actually blogged. but well.. i dont knw. november was pretty packed for me. okay. firstly..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA! (:
korban korban xD
Hmm.. so i went to my aunties house today and yup. i ate ALOT.
oh oh yknw yknw! i cant find my phone usb cable so i cant upload any pictures at all. ):
i want upload a video too! (: hehe. soon okay. gosh. 2008 is gonna go ):
but 2009 would be a brand new staaarttt. and itd be amazing if u make it to be. Omgg.
NPCC CAMP WAS... okay. (:
PREFECT TRAINING CAMP WAS... AWESOMEEEE ^^
I wont tell you why. cause ive got videos and pictures to explain why. only one problem.. cant find my usb cable. ;P
you help me find laaa. -.-
Im really really boreeeddddd.
you fell asleep -.-
hehe. but its good. cause you only fall asleep when ur mind is at ease. (:
wee. hehe.
TMR! theres an outing at east coast. yup. i think im going. time to unwind and fool around. ;D
fun fun fun! (:
and and come to think of it, its been such a long time since i played soccer. ._.
i wonder what has happened to me in soccer. hmm.. time to find out soon luh. XP
hehe.
okay okay. this post is bull crap. okay. maybe not. but okay. ahh. k bye.
Posted at: 12/02/2008 03:26:00 PM
just have a great life kaes. (:
get your earphones, switch your ipod on, and think deeply.



