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Hiehies. Ytd was quite ok i guess.

YTD

Morning, went sch then met up with 1G for interclass soccer! Was darn excited lor. xD Then played a while. Juggled juggled. Then shaun called everyone to assemble at the steps there. So assembled lor. Then Mr Yap explained the rules and stuff and the tournament was started. Then for the first match for dunoe wat class, i was the commentator!! Weets!! Love it man! During the job, i sang sang and made jokes lor. xD Then was first match against 1C i think. I played!! Although my eye was painful. Cause ytd kena hit by someone. Now quite ok unless i blink hard then pain. xDThen won 3-1. I scored one? From half line!! Hehe. Was quite nice i guess. Far shot. Yeah. Was pissed off by one of their subs mah. Hehe.

Then second match was against 1M. I and arthur did not play first half. Darn it. We drew. Get this clear! 1M ARE TOTAL NOOBS. No offence. But we still drew!!! Damnation. xD Then next match was with 1J, drew AGAIN!! They aso not tat gd but we somehow did not communicate properly nia. Damn. So 5 points lor. Then was last match, if we won tat match 4 nil we can get thru semi finals. 1E got in, 1A got in, Still got the other two grps not yet CAUSE POSTPONED!! Was so darn pissed larh. Rain a bit oni. Nvm. Postponed to dunoe when. =) So got time for siddeeq to recover! Then got better chance. Woohhooo! xD The tournament not complete nia. Got semi and finals left. Hahas.

Tats all for interclass soccer. Then after that changed and went to meet my dear meimei, Nicole!! My mei super cute can?? She so small lyk my real sister lyk tat. xD Met up at lot 1 with her two other frens. And one of her frens salam me lor. Lyk malay lyk tat. Was quite weird but then nic told me tat she lyked to do tat. LOL. Then her two frens left. Then I and nicole went sembawang , sun plaza, go meet her boyfren, marcus. First time see him. =) My mei got taste aso sia. xD Then bought ice cream! Mcflurry oreo! Yum.. xD Then walked with the two of them. Wanted to leave them alone but nic say nvm. Marcus was lyk awfully quiet lor, so i asked nicole go talk to him lor. Budden she dun wan. Haiyo. xD Then go library there. Got a book borrowed. Yeah! Then both of them so quiet larh. I felt so awkward. Lyk i was in their way. =( Then i asked nic talk to him again. She say dun wan, then she wanted go home. Then she left. The moment she left, marcus chased her. Aww.. So romantic. =) Then i smsed nic, " chance to talk to him" Then they talked. Dunoe wat they talked larh. Dun wan interfere. =) Then went home. Quite tired sia. Then got home slept? xD Then woke up bath. Then smth happened. It was not gd at first but it was better than. Smth special for D and N. =) D and N forever! =)

Then TODAE

Morning aso smth special happened. Never gonna forget these weekend. Sat nite and sunday morning. =) Then woke up early because of tat special thing. 6.58am. xD Then 9+ had breakfast then started on hw. Now finish liao. Gonna slack / rest now. =) Gonna pack bag soon. =) Todae is gonna be very sian again. Whye did battery go off? Fcuk u larh battery. xD Hope tat special thing happens again ltr. Really hope so! =) Okays. Have to chiao! Tatas. =)

Danny

Sometimes when you write things bout wat u feel can make someone else feel pissed. Sometimes when u say i changed, its because uve changed. We're never lyk before. U started off happy with sec sch while we started off bad. But now its the other way round my fren. It looks like ure so happy in secondary school. But u miss us. We miss you too. But its like everyone has changed. Even the guy DANISH. even me. But things will never be the same. Everyone is like so bogged down by their life. We miss each other but our will power says that we have to move on, buddy. And I know you do understand. Even if we meet, it wun be th same. I noe. I understand how u feel but im confused. Ure so happy in sec sch but u miss us? Okay, maybe not me, u miss sher they all? I dun get it...

Many things happened this few days. But lazy to write now. Sch's been great lor! Hahas. Well, lets see.. Hmm.. Oh ya, this week CCT-s. Todae was eng. Quite ok. =) Tmr history. Wed Mother tongue. Then saturday!! FUn fun fun! Interclass soccer! Hehe. Cant wait larh. xD Izhar and Natalie! U guys spamming commity issit?? I wan join in. xD

Hahas. I kinda bogged down by assignments nowadays. Hehe. Jus now PE never play soccer. Gt toot injury. Pain nia. Kena ram on sat and jus now kena hockey ball somemore. =X Then jus juggled with a soccer balll. Then saw WEI YANG!! The soccer freestyler pro!! Walao. Played with him. He darn pro lor. Sec 2 oni and so pro. Walao.xD Must be good lyk him. Hehe. Then todae my class damn nosiy. I aso cannot control liao. Even math teacher, Mrs Ng, aso cannot tahan. Three teachers got pissed off by us. =X Muahaha. Hahas. Oh ya. tmr got buckley hse soccer trial. Hehe.

Since you've been gone I can breathe for the first time Im so movin on Thanks to you, you showed that u didnt care, Now I get What I want, happiness. =)

Its been a few days since i last updated. Well, kinda busy lately. Argh. And ive been dozing off in class. Sian. Haish. xD Got new specs todae. Yayeness. xD Then tmr got racial harmony pledge thingy. xD Then jus now saw one ex wdgrover, now sec 3 i tink. Wah, she dun recognise me liao lor. Sian. Well, hope that my batch mates wun be lyk tat. IF not, i cry my heart out.. =(

Well.. Soccer been improving. Im on form nowadays. Im proving that I can really play. Hahas. INterclass soccer cuming up.. Hahas. Next sat. Hahas. But tests aso. Sian.. Nth to update larh.. sian..

bye..

I feel so troubled. Should I go settle it? Or should I jus leave it and let it heal by itself? I don't know. Someone help me pls.. Im really stressed up for an ans.. I jus wan bring it down so badly.. In the worst way... But I will get so hurt if I do tat. If i dun do it, other ppl will get hurt.. It wun ever get to far from me.. Never... Its damn sure.. Haix.. I really need someone now..

Argh!! HW havent even touch. Die!

Today morning got the event at arts hse organised by Mendaki. Event to complie all malay students hu did well in psle. Hahas. My dad sent me there. Then waited for my ri frens. Fadhli they all. Then went in. And guess wat? More gals turned up more than boys. And few were chio for malay gals!Hahas. Some didnt look lyk malay. xD Then had interactive session bla bla bla. Made jokes. Fadhli sat on Mr lee kwan yew chair. So made fun of him lor. Say he gonna die n all. Then everyone laughed.xD Lame. =.= Ended at 12.30pm. Lazy to type larh. It was memorable. I had fun interacting! xD Hahas. Loved it. Had fun.. Cannot be described. One event i will keep in my hart. DUnoe whye. Made me happy? Hahas. The sec 2s and sec 4s are damn cool! Funny funny funny fun fun fun! xD Hahas.

Then went home alone. Lingered arnd marina bay. Esplanade. Have ndp rehearsal. Bang here bang there. Loud but fun. I went to the bridges and slcked. Hahas. Its great being alone to roam arnd singapore city. Then sian liao. Go home. Then go play soccer with mervin and tong yue. Had fun. Played serious and practiced my skills. Hahas. Damn tired!! LEgs all so pain. xD This is all i guess. Haix..

Something's bothering my mind n heart.. Should i ignore it or settle it?


Danny

YOYOYO!!! Sch's getting better with soccer being played. Hahas. Interclass soccer in week 5. Damnation. SO close. AND we ahve our TESTs tat week. Sian. xD At the moment got 3 assignments to complete. Sian. Hahas. Tmr need to wake up early aso. 8.30am got wateva event at the art house. Sian. Supossedly i was supposed to go for class soccer training. But wat to do? Got tat thing. Damnation. Hahas.

Basically ytd was an okay day. But i didnt go Chinese class. I had headache so went home take med and slept till 6+. Muahahas. Ytd there was math and bla bla bla. Recess played soccer. Yayeness!! Then didnt play. Watched class play. Sian lor. Hahas.

Then TODAE! Todae was slack day! First period science. Got our assignments and revised for mon and wed's practical tests. Then was mt. Went thru wksheets. Slack!! Then was recess!! Played soccer!! But didnt play match. Sian again. Cause the class didnt listen and they always play solo. Damnation. Lyk they so good lyk tat. Except for arthur, idris and alif. These 3 are the 3 good players in my class. Then got anotehr ball. Adharsh ball. So juggled lor. Juggled juggled juggled.. Fun fun fun.. I love juggling. Im getting good at it every single day. IM gonna beat my record. 124!!Hahas. Then practised juggled while walking then juggled while running. Yayeness! Then saw PE teacher, Mr Sarkunan. Then he asked if wan play juggling together. Then ok lor. Wah, he can play soccer leh!! Juggle quite well!! So played with him. Had fun. Then he got to go and conduct the napfa retest n bla bla bla so i played alone lor. Juggled again and play play play. Wah my class didnt coperate and kean thrased lyk siao, my classmate told me. xD Serve them ryte! But interclass im not gonna let tat happen. =D Im gonna lead them. Hehe. I not captain. Hahas. I wan be but give others chance. Idris captain. Hahas. Then after tat, jus went bck class then go for RE.

This was where i got pissed. My grp members did not do anything for the project and i did everything myself. Damnation. Except for alif, hu did one interview. Then complain to mentor, Mdm hafiza, lor! Mdm hafiza is Mr hatta de wife dherr. xD Then go for english. Ms teo got pissed by the noise. Cannot control liao. Shout aso no use. They wun liten. They tink they so good lyk tat. Can be monitor. =.= Wateva la. Then end of sch! Hahas. Went mosque then my dad was at the same mosque. Because we planned to make specs so go with him lor. Met up with my mum. And went to make new specs! Yayeness!! two specs. One is red and one blue. Cant wait to get it. xD Hahas. Cheerios! Then tired liao, went home then go fetch bro. Chatted with joey awhile then went out for dinner. Then come bck liao. So darn sleepy. Tmr need wake up early. Then hw aso havent touch. DAMNATION. xD Kay guys, tats all. TATA!

Danny, soccer freestyler

124!!! 124 times of juggling the ball!! Hahas. I broke my record. By 50?? Yeah! Yaye! Hahas. LOL. I want to play soccer everyday! RI life is fun with soccer! xD

I will always love you.. Although we cant be together..

I guess ytd was one of the best day i ever had.. Jus looking at her face can make me smile liao.. If i cud, i wana meet her everyday but i cant.. Haix.. I really love her.. I miss her so much.. So bored without her.. I dun forget the times we had ytd.. When we were at the top floor. When she shouted. That sweet voice.. It was just so memorable when i was with her. When we smsed even though we cud talked face to face. I miss ytd. I wish she was with me right now.. Haix.. I really really miss her now.. I just can describe the feeling when i was with her. When she looked at me and i looked back at her eyes.. When she got angry at me and glared at me.. I hope we can meet up soon. Maybe fri afternoon or evening.. Or next sunday.. Maybe can watch harry potter with her.. xD Hahas.. Nicole.. Miss you.. and love you loads..

Cudnt sleep last nite till 2.30am lyk tat. Kept thinking about nic.. I just feel so guilty la.. Because of me, nic and marcus broke up.. I feel guilty. I cause nic to cry ytd.. Haish. Sorry nicole... Sorry to put u in tat spot. I'll love you and ill treasure you.. Im really sorry u n marc broke up.

Nicole, I love you...

IM happy!! Im so happy! I got over it so soon! I think wat i felt for Yuxuan was just temperary. Im so happy. I realise now that i do love nicole. I love nicole!! I noe my feelings are stupid but i met her todae and i was lyk trying to impress her. That only happens when i love tat person. And i felt real jealous when i saw her pic with marcus in her phone. I kept quiet i guess. Until i smsed her and she told me she loved me and marcus. But then she decided to accept me. YAYE!

I noe i sound so stupid but i really love nicole! I really do. This feeling i felt was only last time when i lyked joey. xD I love nicole! Shes cute larh! Hahas. I hope we wun break again.. hehe. Nicole!!! I love you! ^^

I tried to get you but i cant.. I jus failed.. I think its over between us but i dunoe how to tell u.. You are my only one..

I cant sleep. I keep thinking bout tat prob.. I jus dunoe wat to do..

Haish.. Im so heartbroken.. I smsed her to ask for her pic of her now cause she now wear contacts. then.. She left her phone with her frens when she played voleyball. Then one guy, Darren, reply, " hu r u? Y u wan her pic? Wat u wan?".. Then i say, u dun even noe hu i am.. Then he said, he dun care hu i am.. Then he say he going for her.. And theres another guy hu going for her too. Daniel. he say Yx is the one hu cheer them up always. Then he say Yx is a super chiobu without specs. Haish.. Then he say i dunoe wats on Yx mind.. He said he noe.. Haish. So i jus wished him gd luck. Spoiled my mood liao.. Haish.. Im jus so heartbroken and afraid. Afraid tat ill lose her.. Argh.... I cried.. Im still having tears in my eyes. I cant stop.. Love is not always about having tat person but to see tat person happy. Cyndi told me tat. So if i have to let go so tat shes happy, i will. Cause ill be happy if she is happy.. YuXuan, I really love you..



Oh my dear Yuxuan
How I wish my heart
could beat as one with yours.
You make my heart
beat thrice faster.

You make my mind freeze
As though I was retarded.
You are the cutest,
The fairest,
the best of them all.
Who cares about
my studies,
my well- being,
unless I’m holding
your hands
and having your
head on my shoulder.

Oh Yuxuan,
I love you so.
But do you know?
Oh Yuxuan,
how I wish
I could
see you everyday of my life,
see you smile,
hear your voice,
just be with you
everyday,
every hour,
every minute
and every second.

Don’t you know that
every time
I call you,
it’s only to hear
your sweet voice,
even if
I have nothing to say.
Oh Yuxuan,
Do you know that
I’m thinking of you
every moment of my life,
when I’m
in school,
when I’m
playing soccer.
I even see you in my dreams.
Oh my dear Yuxuan,
how I wish we could be together
forever.

Hey guys!Came to update. But maybe short.

TODAE

Was late for sch. Woke up late. Luckily didnt reach sch late. Hehe. Then morning first period math. Got test, i screwed it up. Haish. DUnoe wat happened. Studied but got mind block for the last question. Haish. Dun tink gonna do well. Haish.Btw, smsed joey and felt better. Thanks BUDDY!

Then next period was history. Was sian so sabo JIng wen. I noe her number she dunoe mine. So i go say i lyk her and wateva lar. She damn shocked. Then finally say i danish. Then she say i scared her. xD Tats tat. Oh ya, Siddeeq as usual kena teased by my class because he history rep mah. Then somemore our history teacher not bad looking female then he kena teased lah. But luckily not the previous teacher. Cause he kena worst when it was the old teacher. MS WAJIHAIRULSIDDEEQ. Hehe.

Then was recess, ate. But no mood. Cause of math marh. Then after tat was english. Got unseen poetry test. Haish. I did ok? Cause i was confident i guess. Then was Mother tongue, did a few compre cloze. Class joked arnd a lot in class. ESP Muhammad. Joker of malay class.

Then was science. HAd to go to the lab. But then was late again. xD Kena lecture. Then got released for lunch late. Didnt eat. Went back class, took Oliveiro guitar and played. Was damn sian. Played and played.

Then lunch over. Then was CLE, character development education. Then got test. Wah got 3 tests! DAMN! Then did alrite. Then 3.15 release. Then went home. IN th mrt saw my cuzzen. He went in at admiralty. He live in bukit panjang. He now in polytechnic. He say went to take dunoe wat thing arnd admiralty lor. xD Then went home, reached home.

Did hw and went to fetch my bro. But didnt really fetch. Saw Erra. Woah. When she become so chio and beautiful? xD Dear, dun jealous. She just my fren. Wah. She really change lor. She looks so matured and so beautiful now. CHIOBU. Then pester her say hu her bf is. She dun wan say. Then faiz syaddad came. Then together we went to find out. Hehe. Then went to the coffeeshop buy ice cream. hehe. Told ya didnt fetch my bros. xD Then said gdbye to Erra and Faiz. Went home. ON e way, sms erra. She finally told me her BF lor. Hehe. *evil* Erra, i still wan see his photo! Hahas. Then here now. blogging. Kays, gotta perform my prayers liao. Oh ya, And lucks to RI Rugby for tmr's match. And special lucks to Cassandra and izhar for tmr's running competition. Lucks guys. Ok. tats all. C ya guys!

Made one test. =)

dear friends, Did you know ?

Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weaklings and most succeptible?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I love you,Sorry and help me The people who say these are those that actually need them or really feel them, and they are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.

Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?

Did you know that those who need more of you are those that did not mention it to you?


Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writting than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face?

Did you know guys?

Now 1 04 am. Hahas. havent sleep Yeah! xD I now realise i still love her. And i realise she still love me 2! I happy. Yaye! Hahas. Made a soccer video. Heres the website. =)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A3SUs9uFwFE

Hahas. Not tat gd video. Hahas. Lame. Hahs. YX, I LOVE YOU! X33