TIME IS THE ANSWER
Posted on: Sunday, April 08, 2007
Posted at: 4/08/2007 12:56:00 PM
Posted at: 4/08/2007 12:56:00 PM
I find no meaning n fun in life. Everyday, it is the same routine for me. An old and boring routine. I go to sch. In school, I learn and listen to teachers talking. And I come back home. It has no element of fun. My life is just mundane. I can't seem to find a meaning in my life. There is nothing. I come back doing homework and nothing else. It is not like p6 where I go to school each day looking forward to at least something which was meeting up with my friends. But now, there's just nothing to look forward to. Perhaps all this happened for a reason but what is the reason? Is this the payback for being someone who just wants to achieve goals in life? Or is this my present for my wrongdoings? I really really don't feel like living anymore. Is this just a minor feeling or a major hit on my emotions. People tell me that life is full of happiness and sadness. But I have only found sadness and not happiness.
I know life is a road but is that road just a straight one or is it one with traffic lights and junctions? With other cars around me? Is it just a black n abandoned road abundant with peace and loneliness? Love. Is love just an expressiong which can cause us to feel absolutely afraid and meloncholy? Is love a good thing or a bad thing? Does it benefits us at all? What good does love and life do us?
Sometimes, I just have to understand that some things in life does not always go your way. Even the slightest thing. Sometimes, the smallest element of stuff in our life can cause such a big hole in our hearts that cannot be mended.
If a small thing can cause such a big wound until it cannot be rectified, what about a big thing? Will it be disastrous?
Why do time past? Is it to make us suffer? What happens to our memories? Will they just stay that way or can they be "rewind" again? Sometimes, memories can make us sad, happy or angry but will make us sad mostly. Maybe that memory is an angry one, we will sad because, we miss that action even though we suffered during that memory.
Songs. Songs can also bring back memories. Some songs we loved last time will bring back memories when we listen to it now. As I'm typing, I am also listening to songs that were once my favorites. Sometimes, the best expression of memories starts from songs. You listen to one song, you will remember the year or the time you first loved this song and it will branch to other factors such as your besties that time or even what you experienced that time, the person you once loved. Songs remind me of people whom I once fall in love with. These songs were the songs i listened to when my heart was broken by that person.
Goodbye my lover. It is one of the finest songs in my itunes library. The lyrics are just so deep. Sometimes, I can cry when I listen to this song.
Memories, why do we have to leave them behind? Is it because we have to live on with our lives? Why can't we stay in time? The moment where we love the most. Time flies real fast. I stil remembered the day I first step into my Primaryhood.
The days I had in my primary school. The days I made jokes. The days I had fun with my best friends. But then we were seperated. Why? Why do we have to seperate? What seperated us? Time seperated us. TIME.
Time will make us do a lot of things. When exams are near, time is crucial and we will start revising. When we are having fun, time breaks our fun. Even life is caused by time. Each day we grow. And it is all because of time. TIME, why do you have to break our hearts and make us suffer?
How i wish time could be controlled. Even when you are reading this post or even me, typing it, tme goes by. I guess everthing in this world is affected or affects time...
I know life is a road but is that road just a straight one or is it one with traffic lights and junctions? With other cars around me? Is it just a black n abandoned road abundant with peace and loneliness? Love. Is love just an expressiong which can cause us to feel absolutely afraid and meloncholy? Is love a good thing or a bad thing? Does it benefits us at all? What good does love and life do us?
Sometimes, I just have to understand that some things in life does not always go your way. Even the slightest thing. Sometimes, the smallest element of stuff in our life can cause such a big hole in our hearts that cannot be mended.
If a small thing can cause such a big wound until it cannot be rectified, what about a big thing? Will it be disastrous?
Why do time past? Is it to make us suffer? What happens to our memories? Will they just stay that way or can they be "rewind" again? Sometimes, memories can make us sad, happy or angry but will make us sad mostly. Maybe that memory is an angry one, we will sad because, we miss that action even though we suffered during that memory.
Songs. Songs can also bring back memories. Some songs we loved last time will bring back memories when we listen to it now. As I'm typing, I am also listening to songs that were once my favorites. Sometimes, the best expression of memories starts from songs. You listen to one song, you will remember the year or the time you first loved this song and it will branch to other factors such as your besties that time or even what you experienced that time, the person you once loved. Songs remind me of people whom I once fall in love with. These songs were the songs i listened to when my heart was broken by that person.
Goodbye my lover. It is one of the finest songs in my itunes library. The lyrics are just so deep. Sometimes, I can cry when I listen to this song.
Memories, why do we have to leave them behind? Is it because we have to live on with our lives? Why can't we stay in time? The moment where we love the most. Time flies real fast. I stil remembered the day I first step into my Primaryhood.
The days I had in my primary school. The days I made jokes. The days I had fun with my best friends. But then we were seperated. Why? Why do we have to seperate? What seperated us? Time seperated us. TIME.
Time will make us do a lot of things. When exams are near, time is crucial and we will start revising. When we are having fun, time breaks our fun. Even life is caused by time. Each day we grow. And it is all because of time. TIME, why do you have to break our hearts and make us suffer?
How i wish time could be controlled. Even when you are reading this post or even me, typing it, tme goes by. I guess everthing in this world is affected or affects time...