Posted on: Thursday, September 18, 2008
Posted at: 9/18/2008 04:58:00 PM
I am having such a diffclt time to be okay.

Having fever = having moodwings = getting angry easily = hurting others

SOLUTION > Stay away from the ones you love.

My head is banging. ): I feel drowsy yet i yearn to play basketball. Cause with that, ill get all moodswings gone. Time flies really quickly. Without you knwing it, its half of ramadhan mth gonee. Which draws us closer to Hari Raya & EOY. I've to continue revising and not get distracted at all. I cant afford all these crap that is driving me away from achieving what i want.

Maybe i used to be one that can muti task but i guess ppl change and i no longer can carry that out well enough so that every aspect of my life is going well. But for the sake of some people, i guess ill just have to multi task. Cause i care about them, i wnt leave them alone.

I want to return sch. with which i knw i wont get pessimistic and moody. Cause 2G totally drives ur troubles away. as far as it can go. And that is whats so special about my class, besides the fact that we're multi racial, we work well hand in hand.

I dont know what i am anymore. Part of me wants to be a person who does careful planning while th other part wants me to say who i am, one that excels through improvisation. I have no idea whats gg on in me. Neither do i have any idea what i wana be. All i know is that im totally different. And that my emotions are getting the better of me. But ill control them. For now i knw i can. Wish me luck !

EOYs are just around th corner. Im gonna be bogged down by revisions of subjects that require me my fullest attention. Chinese is gonna be a hard one. Math needs awhole lot of practice. Geog a lot of reading. But im gonna give it all.

All the way. Well.. at least for now, i knw im on the right track.



Hey you.
I believe that you can do it.
You just have to put in a lil bit more effort.
But whatever it is, ill be here rooting for you okay.
Cause i know that you'd need support, and im willing to give you that.
You've been a great companion. And i mean it.

EOYs will determine next year okay. I need you to excel and do ur best.
Cause its only a few weeks away. A few weeks away of hardwork and then itd be worth it all. I knw that ill be here for you no matter how busy i am.
But i need you to play ur part too kae. Its hard for you, harder fr me tau.

Ramadhan is a mth full of blessings.
I'll always pray for your well being and that whatever that website described about you; prone to laziness etc, would banish and get vapourized.
I wish you all the best. But no matter what, you have to stay positive and focused.
Be happy and ill be happy.

I knw u said u wana knw what bothers me.
But i cant afford to lose anther person.
I cant and i wont let it out.
Ill keep it to myself and when th time comes, ill let you knw.
There is mre to it then it seems.
I knw u care alot but i wont let u get hurt. I just wont.

<3 Dan misses you