Posted on: Sunday, April 26, 2009
Posted at: 4/26/2009 11:53:00 AM
Posted at: 4/26/2009 11:53:00 AM
Its pretty unfair how they actually pratice favourtism. Or perhaps ignorance towards me. Or perhaps they think im independent enough to do my own things. live my own life.
Its unfair how they actually treat the other two way better than me. care for them more. Mummy doesnt even know what sports i play. Nenek knows that more. Daddy thinks i like mcchicken when i like double cheeseburger more. Nenek knows that. Nenek has always been close to me. She always has.
I feel im closer to nenek then mummy and daddy. They just dont care enough for me or they think im clever enough and grown up enough to do stuff on my own and make decisions on my own. PTM pun dorang tak datang. I feel as though they dont bother to know much about me. Its like they dont bother about me at all. Adek mintak basikal just recently and daddy is like agreeing to get him one. Cause they deem it necessary for him. Ive been asking for new specs since 6 months ago and they endah tak endah. Its quite hurting. My specs are almost breaking apart. And when i tell them that i need a new one, they'll ask me to wait. My adek dah change twice? Both adeks. But me? Ive been wearing this specs since sec one june. I really need a new one cause its gonna break anytime soon.
Some things that i really need, they think it can wait. It hurts. When i come home late, they get angry and a few hours later, they are ok. they dont bother much about it. Everytime i come home after school, nenek yang buka pintu. Its been a long time since mummy opened the door for me when i come home after 6. It was only last tue when i got home at 2 plus that she opened the door. Other days she'll be out with her own activities.
I feel quite left out.
Im crying.
I just wished that they loved me as much as they loved them.
Its unfair how they actually treat the other two way better than me. care for them more. Mummy doesnt even know what sports i play. Nenek knows that more. Daddy thinks i like mcchicken when i like double cheeseburger more. Nenek knows that. Nenek has always been close to me. She always has.
I feel im closer to nenek then mummy and daddy. They just dont care enough for me or they think im clever enough and grown up enough to do stuff on my own and make decisions on my own. PTM pun dorang tak datang. I feel as though they dont bother to know much about me. Its like they dont bother about me at all. Adek mintak basikal just recently and daddy is like agreeing to get him one. Cause they deem it necessary for him. Ive been asking for new specs since 6 months ago and they endah tak endah. Its quite hurting. My specs are almost breaking apart. And when i tell them that i need a new one, they'll ask me to wait. My adek dah change twice? Both adeks. But me? Ive been wearing this specs since sec one june. I really need a new one cause its gonna break anytime soon.
Some things that i really need, they think it can wait. It hurts. When i come home late, they get angry and a few hours later, they are ok. they dont bother much about it. Everytime i come home after school, nenek yang buka pintu. Its been a long time since mummy opened the door for me when i come home after 6. It was only last tue when i got home at 2 plus that she opened the door. Other days she'll be out with her own activities.
I feel quite left out.
Im crying.
I just wished that they loved me as much as they loved them.