Posted on: Saturday, October 24, 2009
Posted at: 10/24/2009 01:52:00 PM
Posted at: 10/24/2009 01:52:00 PM
Its just when its me that approaches you in front of others to talk to you, you act super differently. You dont even wanna look at me. When its others, you have fun, you laugh, you smile, you talk as normally. You dont act so different.
When someone else talked to you ytd, you stood so comfortably, you talked so normally. you laughed. you acted so normally. You had fun.
But if i was that someone, youd find every excuse to go away. You would.
But everytime i approach you, i wanna talk to you abt sth fun too. sth that i experienced. sth happy and funny. But when i approach you, you act so differently, just why so? You know when you do so, i totally lose my interest in what i had wanted to say intiially?
Why issit just me? With others ppl you talk so comfortably. You can laugh with him so happily, so normally even when there are others around. But when its me, why issit so awkward? why? When im supposed to be really close to you? when we're really close.
Just why?
It hurts yknow. Almost every single time, almost every single time. I try to approach you with smth to talk about. and that sth is NOT about us. Its abt sth in school. sth happy or funny that happened in school. I wanna tell you. but when i approach you, you start acting differently. You dont even look at me when you talk to me but with others you do. Just why?
Then id just have to keep everything to myself. I feel alone. YES i do. Cause its always that infront of others. just why?
When someone else talked to you ytd, you stood so comfortably, you talked so normally. you laughed. you acted so normally. You had fun.
But if i was that someone, youd find every excuse to go away. You would.
But everytime i approach you, i wanna talk to you abt sth fun too. sth that i experienced. sth happy and funny. But when i approach you, you act so differently, just why so? You know when you do so, i totally lose my interest in what i had wanted to say intiially?
Why issit just me? With others ppl you talk so comfortably. You can laugh with him so happily, so normally even when there are others around. But when its me, why issit so awkward? why? When im supposed to be really close to you? when we're really close.
Just why?
It hurts yknow. Almost every single time, almost every single time. I try to approach you with smth to talk about. and that sth is NOT about us. Its abt sth in school. sth happy or funny that happened in school. I wanna tell you. but when i approach you, you start acting differently. You dont even look at me when you talk to me but with others you do. Just why?
Then id just have to keep everything to myself. I feel alone. YES i do. Cause its always that infront of others. just why?